so tired!!!

hye babe!!!
actually ak x tow nk tlis per ary nieyh...
tp ak still nk blogging...
tjuan ak blogging nieyh bkan nk expose kat sesaper...
ak cme nk tlis sgala yg terpendam dlm dri ak..
everything yg ak rse...
kpd sesaper yg dh terbace 2 welcome 2 my life ak ucapkan...
tp ak hrap jgn r dedahkan ksah idup ak nieyh kat sesaper...
krana sumer nieyh adlah seswatu yg x mmpu ak critakan kpd sesaper...
2 jer yg ak mohon dkat kowg sumer...
ary nieyh ak mmgpnat sgt2...
dh r stdy xde meja...
dok mmbongkok jerk dr pg...
maybe 2 yg wat ak letih gler kowt...
ary nieyh ak dpt jmpe dye skaly jerk...
2 pown kat assembly pg td...
again dye stu line ngan ak...
hehe...=)
n ak byase r...
wat mksiat mte ngan dye...
hahaha...
dah r forget it!!!
actually ak ngah tgu diari af nieyh..
nk tgk nubhan!!
k r i got to pen-off now!!
bye!!!c u later babe...
nubhan is calling me...haha =D

- insan yg keletihan -

better than yesterday i think...

ary nieyh ak tired sgt....
but i still want to blogging bcoz of many things that i wanna tell u...
about everything interesting dat happened in my life today....
dgn sisa kudrat yg msih ader dlm diri ak nieyh ak akan teruskan blog ak...
today owg yg ak syg tueh x add entry dlm blog dye g...
actually ak hrap dye add entry dye g sbb ak nk tow perkembangan idup dye ary nieyh...
tp apekan daya...
hajatku x ksampaian g...
xde rzeki r tue kowt...
maybe later...
biarlah ak sowg jer yg tow everything pasal dye...
sbb tueh ak tulis blog...
sbb ak x nk owg tow aper yg ak rase...
actually ary nieyh ak hepy r gak sbb byk peluang ak dpt tok tgk dye...
pg td ak dok stu baris ngan dye tyme assembly...
mate ak x ley nk lekang r ble ak da nmpak dye...
ak x tow dye prasan ak ke tak...
ak pown x tow naper...
but i think bcoz of ak yg x nk alihkan mate ak kowt...
hehe =D
ak x tow naper ak sering prasan yg dye tueh prhatikan ak...
tp sebenarnyer maybe dye x pnah pndang ak kowt...
tp aty ak mngatakan ya dye prasan ak...
ntah r...
maybe sbb dye x pnah bg respons kat ak kowt...
tp knaper ptg td lpas usrah dye pndang ak semcm jer ea???
ha nieyh lg stu ak nk cter...
esk ak bkal blajar tnpa gne meja...
td ak donate meja ak tok pesta pntun esk...
first2 ak x nk bg ble owg mnx...
sbb ak rse owg tueh selfish sgt...
meja dye,dye xnk bg tp gne meja owg as her victim...
ak sket aty sgt...
tp at last ak blek rse srba slah sbb ak mmg x reti nk tolak when it omes 2 dis situation...
owg 2 pown cm da x lyan ak jerk lpas tueh...
ak x nk r lpas tueh ad brmsuhan plak...
so to make dis things clear,ak korbankan r meja ak yg x brape nk kmas tueh...
hehe malu ak ble tnjuk kat syahmi yg meja ak da tebarai2 skirting dye...=)
tp dye jenis yg x ksah kowt...
n sbb tueh r ak nyer bku terpksa dltakkan d mrata2 tmpat...
ak sngaje r expose file ngan bku ak ats krusi dgn hrapan owg 2 nmpak...
tp ak rse dye x nmpk kowt...
tp yg besnyer ary nieyh ak abis usrah lg awal dr dye!!!
ak dpt tgk dye kat klas ak...
n tyme dye nk kuar 2 r ak nmpak dye pndang ak semcm jerk...
biar r maybe prasaan ak jerk kowt...
n lbey gempak g...
ak msuk ak trus dok ats krusi yg dye dok tueh!!!
world x???
world gler!!!
bes sesgt ary nieyh...
wlupown ak tow status aty dye cmne tp ak ttp hepy...
cme x mlibatkan prasaan kedua2 belah pihak...
ak sowg jerk yg rase prasaan nieyh..
tp ak x ksah...
da biase kan...
eh da pnjang sgt ak cter pasal owg tueh..
okay b4 ak ending blog ak ary nieyh ak nk cter cket r pasal pkwe 2nd ak,nubhan!!!!
dis week dye dpt lagu once-dealova...
ak rase dye ley bwak lgu 2...
mklumlah dye kan indonesian band fanz...
cme lagu 2 faizal pnah bwak dlo...
tp x kra r...
ak x sbar nk dgr dye perform lagu 2 nty kat istana budaya...
sbb sure feeling abis nyer r mamat tueh!!
ak yakin dye ley perform da best mlm tueh nty...
chaiyok nubhan!!!
k r nk tdo r...
sok g nk g skewl...
cpta knangan bru...hehe...
P/S : ak rsau gler ckgu math ngan kh ak x jmpe jln plg!!!

- pencinta yg setia -

ak kecewa???ak sdey???ak sket aty???

ak tensyen sgt...
dah r account ak prob td..
dkat stgh jam ak try nk bkak blog..
mklum r sy bdak bru blaja..hehe=)
actually ak nk cter bnda yg hepy2 jer..
tp skunk nieyh mood ak da brubah...
its all bcoz ak da terbkak blog owg yg ak amt syg tueh...
ak sdey sgt...
ak kcewa...
ak sket aty!!
ak wat blog nieyh pown sbb dyer...
aper yg ak nk ckp nieyh!!!!
ak dpt tow dye ske lagu mila...
ak hepy bce blog dye td sbb dr ctu ak mmpu jejak ksah idup dye...
tp ak x sngka ader bnda yg ak x nk bce tp ak da bce!!!
dye still syg kat ex-gf dye!!!
asal ksah cnta ak bgitu teruk skaly???
apekah xde lg ruang tok ak mncntai seowg insan spt dye...
msih ade lg ke peluang itu???
knape cnta pertama ak x mcm owg len...
x sebahagia owg len???
ak tow owg yg ak ske tueh x knal saper ak sebnrnyer...
tp ak juga msih pnyer hak tok cntai dye kan???
ak bntu sgt...
ak x tow ape yg harus ak wat skunk nieyh...
aty ak hncur berderai ble ak bce blog dye...
ak da puas sabar...
skunk nieyh ak da letih sgt...
ak da terlampau letih tok mlangkah walau pown hnya setapak ke dpan lg...
ak x mmpu tok bthan lg....
ak da klah!!!
ak lemah!!!
ak xde aper2 lg yg bley ak prthankan lg...
trnyata skaly ak x lyak tok dye...
saper r ak nieyh tok menagih cnta owg yg spt dye kan???
skunk nieyh ak hnya ade hrapan dan smangat shj yg mndrong prjlanan cnta ak...
my life is a journey of emotion...
cme satu yg ak hrapkan kini...
one day, cnta ak akan berbalas juga....
Amin....
-insan yg terluka-

i'm frustrated again...

hye babe...
i'm frustrated again now...
ak excited sgt nk blogging ary nieyh tp laen plak yg jd...
mood ak totally changed by now!!
i think i'm gonna dead now!!!
i'm very stupid rite now!!!
ak mnunggu seswatu yg bkan mlik ak lngsong!!!
wat is my lyfe for???
internet ak problem..
bru ary nieyh ak dpt blogging...
ak bkak dye nyer blog 2 see his latest blog...
but da moment i opened it...
i'd hurt myself!!!
my feeling!!!
dye mncintai seowg insan yg bgitu brtuah ak rse...
her nme is mia...
saper agaknyer insan btuah yg brjaya mnduduki aty insan yg ak plg syg 2 ea...
ak hrap stu ary nty ak dpt jmpe insan 2....
fuh ak kcewa sgt skunk nieyh!!!
kan bgus klow ak yg jd mia 2 kan...
Ya Allah ak x mmpu nk tggung ujian ini Ya Allah...
ujian ini terlalu brat tok ak tempuh...
ak x mmpu...
ak syg dye Ya Allah....
ak cntakan dye Ya Allah....
tlg lah ak Ya Allah...
ak terseksa sgt....
2 thn ak mnunggu dye tp hasilnya???
ak mnunggu seswa2 yg x pasty akan ak miliki....
knape ape yg ak hrapkan slalu x mmpu ak cpai...
ak bhagia mncntai dye....
wlupown hnye ak sowg yg mncntai dye...
ak doakan dye bhagia....
biarkan ak menangis....

- insan yg mengharap -

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini
Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
Haa...Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu
Woo...
Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita
Haa...Haa...
Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua...
Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

bout myself...

nieyh first tyme ak nk try blogging...
sblom nieyh ak dgr jerk owg ckp pasal blogging nieyh...
hope interesting r...
ak nk try blogging nieyh sbb ak nk luahkan sgala aper yg ak rse...
ak x tow nk luah kat saper sbb ak rse xder saper yg akan dgr aper yg ak nk ckp...
so dats y i decided to blog here...
k lah...c u later babe...bye...=)
- nubhan fanz -