aKu Da gLeR kE??

babe,,,

wat happened to me??

ntah ah,,

otak ak semcm jea..

kdg2 ak hepy...

kdg2 ak sdey..

i dun even know my feeling ryte now..

ntah ah..

maybe i'm in love??

tp xkan dgn bes fwen ak sndri??

tp ta kowt??

but i'm jelez if he doesn't reply my msj..

forgotten me!!

argh!!so hard when it comes to feeling2 nie..

i dun want to ruin my fwenship..

i dun even ask him about his feelings towards me..

he already has mia..

sbb 2 ak ta mau tnye..

qis suh ak tnye..

naeimah pun suh ak tnye..

tp ak tkut..

tkut nty ak blek yg kciwa..

i know,,

ak ta ley lari dri msalah..

tp tape ah..

biakan dlu..

let it go with da flow..

ade mase yg seswai ak akan tnye..

wait till i'm ready enough..

to be rejected esp..

hahahah..

qis ade prob,,,

amey kat mrsm serting..

she realy2 hope to study in da same earth with amey..

ak pun tmpang hepy klu dye hepy..

unfortunately,,,

dye dpt mrsm kuantan..

pity of her..

shocked gler lar..

dye da hepy2 da..

dye cnfident dye dpt stu mktab ngan amey..

las2 cnie plak jdnyer...

i'm sure she damn down to earth now..

n 4 sure ryte now she really need amey by her side..

2 give fully support..

tp at this tyme gak lar,,,

hp mamat bertuah tuh kna rmpas..

siannyer kwn ak!!

tp tape,,

ak ykin she's a strong gurl..

dye x cm ak..

ak nie cengeng!!

dye pasti dpt survive kat sne..

dye ley mnx tkar ke serting after dat..

chaiyok qis!!

dun forget,,

i'm alwayz ryte here beside u..

all da tyme!!

k la,,

tade mende ag na cter..

ha,,

bsar kmngkinan,,

ak ta pegy jempol..

x mau tgalkan kwn2 ak n dat guy..

hee..

but still in thinking process..

nty2 ak cte ah..

daa~~

bUmPeR iSsUe!!

since i've never blogging since 3 weeks ago,,,
dis is everything 'bout the whole 3 weeks!!!
enjoy reading as well!!

FiRsT DaY oF Ma SkEwL...

wow!!!clisye title..

huk2..

nothing happened really..

pagi tue bgn awl,,,

excited nk pkai bju baru n everything new la..

byasela,,

pink is da priority!!

everything is pink...

hak2..

excited gler doe mau jmpe kwn2 blek..

ehee,,,

nothing interesting sgt than that..

juz harung orientation weeks dgn jayanya..

wlupown muak dgr ceramah tiap2 ary..

sorry ckgu!!mmg hate gler dgr cramah..

tp at least ak da ade hala tuju..

pediatrician,,,

here i comes!!hak2.

pe ak mrepek nieyh??

mY cLaSs 2009...

byase lar,,

after orientation mst lar msuk klas baru kan??

ag la sdey part nieyh,,,

ak wat drama hndustan tyme nie...

from earlier ag ak da tau dak straight a's stu klas,,,

2 yg x bes tuh..

ak tau syifa' mst terasa...

dye kna psah ngan ak...

ak nekad ak kna jd kuat 4 her,,,

at da tyme ckgu announce klas,,,

ak tau ak msuk 4 scn 1...4 ikram..

ngan naeimah n fieqah lar..

ak da start sdey da,,,

kna psah la katekan..

syifa' msuk 4 scn 3...4 ikhlas..

glad gak lar sbb blah klas ak..

ak positivekan dri n tgk syifa' da ok,,,

ak pown mlangkah ke klas ngan azam bru...

tp smangat ak mrudum cm jtuh dri gnung everest after dat...

ak rse cm terasing sgt ble msuk klas,,

fieqah n naeimah da ad tmpat smue...

da start lar ak feel semcm...

lpas tuh syifa lak jmpe ak...

bnteng ak mmg rboh lar...

ak down gler...

truk gak ak ngs tyme tuh...

ak tkut ak x dpt survive kat klas tuh...

pressure tnggi,,,

persaingan sengit,,

expectations high,,,

2 smue lar...

tp at last,,,ak okay gak lar...

lpas syifa pjuk smue...

hee,,,lmah btul ak kan??

and dpt support from sue and 'him' also...

hee...x sngka dye nmpk ak ngs...

so caring la you...

thnx so much...

love u la babe!!!hee...

all my fwenz who support me esp sue,,

million thnx!!

cyunk kamoo lbey!!

moga2 bhagia ngan amey hngga ke jinjang plamin..hee..

da mle mraban mne ntah!

bZ gLeR sEnGaL DoE!!

then ak da start bz wit tons of omework!!!

mcm klcc omework ak everyday lol...

tdo kul 2,,3,, pagi...

mte pown da ade cincin!!hahahah..

kdg2 rse cm nk give up...

tp cpt2 motivate dri..

brpntang maut sblum ajal..hak2..

nseb baek dis boy teman!!

tp dye slalu tdo dlu..

gramnyer!!

but its oke,,,

x mrah dye pown..

juz geram jerk..

ehee...

CoNFuSeD???

yupz!!ak ngah confused ryte now...

know y??

sbb otak n aty nk confused lar..

ehee...

no lar,,

eksyeli ary nie result SBP da kuar..

ak mlas nk tgk sbb ak target ak mmg x dpt...

tp byase la,,,

lumrah aty ade keinginan nak tau kan??

ak pown bkak lar,,,

u know wat?!

ak dpt sbpi jempol,,,

integrasi jempol...

tp 2 la pasal...

ble da tau mle la prasaan confused 2 dtg...

nk pg ke tak nak??

sue suruh ak pg,,,

she put her hope on me...

really hope dat i'll go...

she count on me..

ntahla..

ak pown x sure nk g ke x...

jas suh ak pkir baek2...

dat 'guy' x tau ag...

sian dye,,,

tp ak x smpy aty nk gtau dye...

td ak suh dye kol ak pown,,,

sbb nk gtau pasal tuh..

tp nseb baek dye x kol..

i'm not ready yet...

ak tkut dye sdey..

n ak x nk pisah ngan dye...

same goes to 3 kwn2 baek ak..

ak pown x smpy aty nk gtau dowg..

ktowg da janji nk stay smpy SPM..

nty la,,

ak tggu mse yg seswai..

smpy ble nk sorok kan??

sue jerk yg tau pasal nie at the time being...

mama abah x pksa ak pg...

haish ak bnci mmilih!!!!

xpe2 cool down babe...

nty ak pkir2kan dlu pasal bnda nie..

ehee,,

gpown dftar lmbt ag..

10 feb 09...

lmbt?!!!

oh gosh!!

DaT LuCkY dEaR GuY??

x mau cter pjg2..

nty owg dpt detect sape..

ehee,,,

he's so special,,

he made me feel perfect with him,,,

he accept me as who i am,,,

never complaining me,,,

understand every single of me,,,

always there beside me,,,

everytime!!

he say me CUTE!!

wan thing that no one ever say it to me,,,

he called me yana!!

hak2...cute little name maybe??

syg ke tak kat dye??

of course la syg...

syg sgt2 tau!!!

he's very2 caring...

gler mty nyer caring lar...

dats y ak syg dye...hahaha..

he alwayz make me smiling,,,

make me laughing,,,

make me smiling,,,

kdg2 make me geram ble dye tdo awal,,,

kte nk teman ak wat omework,,,

tp skejap jerk,,,

lpas tuh dye wat ak smile again,,,

dats him,,,

SYG YANA??

ntahla dye,,,

ak pown x tau,,,

klu dye bce,,,

dye tau yg ini adalah dye,,,

he said once,,,

'dye sowg yg ley pgl ak yana'

hahaha,,,

love u too la babe...

tp ktowg x kapel tau!!!

hahaha...

ape ag nk cter eh??

ntahla,,,

kowt ade ag,,,

next entry ak cter..

da pnat perah otak mngarang ayat..

ehee..

ary tuh ak tertarik naeimah's chair...

sian dye jtuh..

ehee,,,

sory syg!!

moga ketemu di lain entry...

aishiteru guyz!!

daa~

NeW yEaR...bYe! bYe! 2008

hye babe...

idk wat i'm going to say ryte now...

but since today is new year,,,

i want to immortalize dis date in ma blog...

1 JANUARY 2009...

gudbye 2008!!

gudbye all da hatred memories...

i want to start everything new...

so,,,

here's my 'azam' for 2009...

idk whether i can real it all..

but,,,

i know i can try!!

1. no tinggal2 solat!!!a little bit realize i think??ehee..

2. no B!!!i hv to study real hard...no honeymoon years!!ahah..

3. dare to take every risk in ma life!!!no negative2!!!will alwayz positive now!!ak brany!!

4. pandai masak!!means??i kena rajin turun dapur la...uhuh..

5. rajin2 senaman!!i'm getting chubby..oh gosh!!

6. maintain my shape..ahaha bley ke??

7. keep smiling!!buang bad mood,,,cengeng,,,n hot-tempered..nty cpt tua doe!!x mau!!

8. rajin2 kan diri pegi ko-ko...ko-ko marks kna naek..ak x nk pegi PLKN!!

9. kna pkai softlan byk2...ak nie ganaz!!ahahaha..

10. tak nak wat owg nangeh ag la...esp mama,,abah,,n all my bes fwen also..x bes!!dosa!!

11. tak nak melawan ckp mama abah...nty ALLAH marah!!

12. be a good sister...good example to adek2kuh yg noty teramat!!

13. pose settle by March!!pose nazar 4 ary...pose ganti 5 ary...huh...

14. get a boyfriend...ahahahah mrepek! mrepek!

i think dis only kowt??

erm its okay..

if i have one later,,,

i'll add-on..

cm pizza hut la plak..;)

daaaaaa~~

- i'm a new person -