TeRKaNDaS SeLePaS BeRjuaNg .

babe . sory late update . maklumlah kena kuarantin sb formative en . hahaha . bajet bz jea fitrahilyana . entry tajuk ry nie gle gempak nak mty . dgr pun takowt . wakaka . but dat's wat really happened to me since past 3 days . demam smpy skunk ada gy tempias-tempias . hahaa . tuh laa . fitrahilyana degil benar . abah da ckp , mlm jgn tdow lewat . ko tdow kul 2,3 pagi . mama pesan study dari awal , ty tak kelam-kabut . ko study las min . esok exam , mlm nie bru na start bce smue blek . mne sempat . ha padan muka . sbb overtiring sgt , smpy demam-demam . haa . tanggunglaa sendiri . hahaa . formative abes wednesday . paper last bi and add mate . pergh gle payah na abeskan formative . badan da ase laen mcm . bwat bi 15 min jea . then membuta 45 min . dahsyat ouh . ntah . badan mmg ta sedap gle . mata da perit . tekak pun cm da ada batu jea en . mind da setting awal-awal . takpe fitrah , abeskn paper then 3 stgh blek . sb rabu duty library en . ta kesah laa . da byase . then , tnga hepy2 na blek kul 3 stgh , tbe-tbe dorg ckp pacik guard tanak bkak pgar . adoy . hampa btol aty . da laa bdan ta sedap . kna pegy plak meeting koop . adoy . mmg hawt gle ah . kpale da laa sket . hangin jea en . tp saba gak aa . tggu gak smpy 4 stgh . kesannya ? sbb terlalu byk berjemur , blek ptg uh terus demam . and tusyen bio tak pegy . sape rugi ? fitrahilyana gak . sbb dah missed klas bio . hesh . tensyen btol . tp mmg aku da tak larat gle nak pegy class mlm uh . at first , org kat rumah push2 gak aku suh pegy class . tkowt nty byk yg missed . ak sdey sgt . takan org tak pham kowt ? aku da laa demam . na suh aku pegy class . bwatnye muntah kat klas ? pk plajaran missed jea . kowt aku pegy ta dpt ape , same gak . mmg bengang sgt-sgt . tau laa aku nak spm . tp tlg laa . pham aku cket jea . then , abah ckp , tayah la pegy klas . ty abah tpn mama suh ckp dgn cg azhar . pas tuh , opah pegang badan aku . panas nie . dah , pegy mkan dlu . ty ley mkn ubat . at dat tyme , ak cam sdey sgt-sgt . ntah . tatau nape . hormon tak stabil kowt . tbe-tbe aku ase org syg sgt kat aku . n at dat tyme gak laa ak rindu sgt dgn mama . i wish she would be there by my side . unfortunately , she aren't there . but i know , she loved me so much . ma , org terharu sgt ble mama called umah pesan kat umah , suh kte mkn vitamin C uh lbey . then mama ckp kat opah ,

" mak , klw ayong demam , mak bg dye mkn ubat demam uh setiap 4 jam yea . ty klw keje adik da slesai , adek blek tgk dy cne . "

ma , siyesly kte cm speechless sgt . kte ta sngka mama akan ckp cm tuh . sbb b4 nie , mama jrang tnjuk mama sayang kita . now i know , mama syg kita sgt2 . thnx ma , i love u so much ! makcu , thnx sbb wat air oren kte smue . tyme sehat tak dpt rasa air buatan tgn makcu nie . hee . abah , thnx sbb brought us gy vacation kat pd . even tak lama pun but the moment is perfect ! thnx sgt2 . pict will upload later kay . bg mie , esok ko ada show en ? wat elok-elok . u got my support bro . kay , daa ~

FoRMaTiVe FeVeR !

babe ! y am i still here front of pc ?! esk formative hoy fitrahilyana ! sedar diri cket bley ? hahaha . yela . yela . fitrahilyana nak bgn la nie . i bgn yea . now bgn skrg , pegy bukak buku physics and start study . adoy . malas gler bhai . asal exam cepat sgt neh . weh ngek , abes ko nak exam ble ?! taon depan ? the answer is yes ! klw blehlaa . unfortunately u can't sbb realiti kehidupannya anda ada formative esok okay ! dah get off from the chair and straight to the study table and study ! okay ! okay ! i will ! daa ~

P/S : esk exam apa ? physics . erm okay kowt . lg ? pqs . erm cket jea tuh . then ? arab . ha ?! arab esk ? bia btul ! ayo . * sighed .

keSaKeTaN yG MeLaMpaU !

babe !

fitrahilyana tanak ckp byk-byk .

juz nak bgtaw consequence from the cross-country .

kaki saket , lenguh-lenguh , cramped , cm ketat jea .

naek tangga , moving smue saket .

terbukti saya nie jarang exercise !

hahahaha . dah ! dah ! syyyyttttt !

saya akan berusaha bersungguh-sungguh utk tingkatkan stamina saya !

chaiyok !

cRoSs CoUnTRy !

babe , oh exhausted tahap maut da nie . first tyme in my life join cross country . ayo . i dun expected dat it would be soooooooooo hard ! haaa . baru ko tau fitrahilyana . dlu bgai nak rak smangat na msuk cross country . heh . da msuk pancit . kahkah . bengong jea . ape yg ak da plan terus berterabur . konon-konon nak jln2 , tgk keindahan alam . tp sempat ke ? atau da best words is tegar ke anda melakukan niat itu ble org smue pecut gle nak maty ? ahaa . dah tentu2 anda akan jd yg terakhir . but , i'm not the last okay ! sumpah ! hahaa . selepas ary nie , baru saya menyedari bahawa stamina sy mmg berada pada tahap yang membimbangkan . adoy . how to increase my level of stamina eh ? ko bajet stamina ko tnggi ye fitrahilyana ? kim salam ! hahaa . tape , now i know myself . dun worry . it will increased soon or later . wakaka . dah syyytttt ! jgn cmment pape kay . hahaa . mie , org dgn myra nak join rounding-rounding naek basikal pusing keliling paroi bley ? hahaha . yes , i'm siyes . i realy mean it . tak rela agy laa dpt num corot ! *even dis was the first and the last tyme! so kay , utk menjamin kejayaan masa hadapan , apa salahnya kan ? hahaa . wat ? num brape ak dpt ? hell no ! 63 ! hahaha . da ! da ! enuff ! shut up plz ! hahaha . daa ~

ChuMeL TaK ?! cHuMeL TaK ?!

P/S : eh eh nakalnye dye nie ! ;D

YouR PaRTneR iS YouR ...

~ Lover
~ Good friend
~ Counselor
~ Advisor
~ Punching bag

- he whom loves you the dearest
- he whom cares about you the most
- he whom makes the best effort to be there when you need someone

- he whom is your most loyal friend
- he whom bring the smallest gift and its all needed to brighten up your day
- he whom shares thick and thin together with you
- he whom listens to your complaints all day long
- he whom don't blames you for your imperfection instead he accepts them
- he whom listens to your troubles and gives you advice so that you can proceed forward
- he whom supports you when nobody else does
- he whom defies all odds and continuing loving you
- he whom gives love to you
- and you should give it back to him
- you can only understand love by giving love , and gettin' it back .

RaNDoM ThiNgS .

1. i don't mean to check your phone , but it is one of my hobbies .
2. i wish all the women you know are fat , ugly and old .
3. i can show my temper only a few days every month .
4. when i'm throwing a temper , and tells you to stay away , it's always a lie . you must come looking for me . don't take it seriously when i'm throwing my temper .
5. when i say it's wrong , it's right .
6. when i say no , i mean yes .
7. when i run away in a street , you must chase after me .
8. i don't want to search for your face by the reflection of a glass or mirror .
9. i say i want to go on diet . but actually i want to hear you say " you are not fat . i love you the way you are. "
10. i'm such an insecure person . because i love you too much .

update !

babe , oh rindu gler na blog ! ayo . i have to admit dat this week is one of the heaviest . many challenges as well . but , remembering the hardness will just bring out the tears . so , pedulik kan . hahaa . but then , i'm glad that i still have my besties who are owes never ever stop to support me and trust on wat i'm doin' . thnx guys . after all the challenges , i'm very pleased to say that i do LOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEE this 4-days-hols ! waa . nikmatnye . but then , kami dibekalkan dgn sgala mcm 'drinks-and-foods' yg mencukupi utk 'picnic formative' nty . yes tch , kami tau kami nak SPM . ta ley malas2 . tp , we need rest too . but don't worry , kami akan cbe menggerakkan train kami selaju yg boleh utk smpy ke destinasi tepat pada masanya . hahaa . can we ? ntah la . hanya Allah yg menentukan . we just here to plan and pray . daa ~~

P/S : wats next after spy next door ? valentine's ? hahaha oh okay-okay ! study ! i know ! ;D

yes !

babe , happy ! penantian aku terjawab sudah finally . ayo . yes , i'm tired of worrying . i should listen to all my fwens advices . but , na wat cne . aty mmg slalu jea nak risau tak tentu hala . okay , cbe org ckp kat kita dgn riak wajah yg serius , "fitrah , mate mode ko 65 . " for sure sape2 pun gabra tul ark ? nak tak nak , aty mst ada gak ase cuak + neves + terkesan en ? haiyo . tape2 . at least dye ajar fitrahilyana utk berwaspada supaya laen kali jgn senang2 nak percaya ckp org . thnx weh . and of cos ak takan caye cakap ko agy kay . hesh . so konklusinya ? mate mode saya bukan 65 ! i'm passed with flying colours . and saya dapt RM5 dari cikgu osman . hahaa .okay2 . daa ~~

relieved !

it's DONE !

now i can go to sleep on my comfy bed ,

n cuddling with my patrick as well . :D

nyte guys !

ily laa sayang !

busuk , congratz for the 83 yea .

u're doing great even tak dpt challenge mael ngan faiz and amer .

i'm proud of u debab !

maximum level of lazyness !

babe !

currently doing physics folio .

oh god , fitrahilyana sgt malas nie !

amy , sorry .

train baru nak beli tiket nie .

i promise train akan departed in a short time okay !

ayo sy sgt buzy nie .

daa ~~

tell me dat was fake !

babe , omg . saya sangat-sangat risau sekarang . yeke mate mode saya 65 ? mcm tak pecaye jea . adoy . saya tak nak kena supertonyek or pape jea la gelaran yang memalukan itu ! saya tak rela ! Ya Allah , aku doa ape yg dikatakan itu segalanya palsu belaka . izzudin , sory eh . aku tak caye ckp ko ! ko saje jea nak menakutkan aku . okay , ko dah berjaya sbb apa yg kau ckp tuh effect focus aku . hey !

pening !

cg osman ,

saya pening jawab soklan 7 pages uh .

hahahaa .

saya berdoa supaya saya tak failed or under 80 .

and saya juga berdoa saya tak buat silly mistakes !

kenapa ?

sebab saya tak mahu dilabel sebagai 'supertongek' atau 'keledek busuk' .

hahaha .

sekian , terima kasih .

civic minded ?

babe , today was exactly like wat i'd been imagined ! @#^% ! oh god , it was a stressful day . okay i'm not going to explain everything . since everybody knew wat had happened tuday . heh . nak ckp lbey2 , statusnya GURU . yg sepatutnya martabatnya diletakkan tinggi di bawah ibu bapa . but , i dun think memalukan dan menjatuhkan maruah itu satu perbuatan yg baik . am i right ? wtv . yg ptg dis day was bad ! totally ! i'm sorry for saying dat . i'm just expressing mine . thank you .