dye syg mia...

hye babe...
first of all ak nk ckp yg ak rsau sbb omework ak x siap2 g...
bkn slah owg len...
tp ak yg mlas nk wat...
ape ley wat kan...
tv n internet da menguasai akal dan fikiran ak...
wah!!!statement nieyh...
ary nieyh ak hepy...
ak da spend byk mse berforum dlm fcnubhan td...
abg an mcm da sebati dlm idup ak...
i'm very glad yg dye nk kongsi msalah ak ngan dye...
so dye sumber inspirasi ak slain mkcu n all my friends...
ak x sngka ak ley jmpe abg sebaik dye dlm mse yg bgitu singkat...
nieyh sumer kuasa Allah an...
ak trime sgale yg da tertlis dlm suratan idupku nieyh...
krna ak tow ape yg tlah berlaku nieyh adalah sebik2 kjadian yg diaturkan Allah...
ak akan jalani idup ini dgn sgala kudrat yg ak ade...
d smping dorongan dan sokongan drpd insan2 mulia yg brada around me...
thnx all sbb x pnah jemu brada di sisi ak...
especially kwn2 ak...
ak x tow nape ak brkata mcm nieyh...
maybe sbb tkanan kowt...
ntahla..
ak x pndy nk tfsirkan prasaan ak sndri..
dye msih syg mia...
2 hkikat yg hrus ak trime...
ak x mmpu tok brtpak d aty dye...
mskipun utk sesaat...
apakan dayaku...
hati...tabahlah slagi engkau msih pnya kekuatan itu...
ak bley trime knyataan ini mskipun amat perit..
ak prcya jodoh pertemuan d tgn Allah...
klow btol dye jdoh ak,
lari brapa jauh pown dye ttp jdoh ak slamenyer...
tp klow dye bkan jdoh yg tertulis buatku,
buat r ape pown dye ttp bkan utkku...
but no matter what happen ak akan trus mnyayangi dye hngga ke akhir hayatku...
i'll always love you...

- insan yg akan sentyasa mencintai dye utk slamenyer -

miss nubhan like hell!!

hye babe...
lme da x blogging since last tyme ary tueh an???
ak bz ngan nubhan r...
wah!!!
but really...
ak dpt msj ngan nubhan!!!
syoknyer..
byk2 artis dye yg plg ak take serious...
hope pas nieyh dpt jmpe dye lak...
wah!!!
owg 2 ckp dye targets dye 4 holiday is study for spm...
bley ke???
wah x bek tow....
anyway ak wish dye all da best...
ak pown ad target 2 gak tp x tow r tercapai ke x...
hehe...
k r juz nk ckp nieyh jerk...
ak rndu nubhan a lot 1000x!!!
xpe ad rzeki dpt r jmpe mamat ensem sowg 2...
k papai...
take care...

- mrs nubhan -
wah!

nubhan num 3...sdey...

hye babe...
hrapan ak nk tgk nubhan jd juara x kesampaian nmpaknyer...
juara milik stacy...
dye mmg layak la...
second dpt kat riz...
ak frust gler sbb x dpt nk tgk konsert...
nubhan num 3...
xper yg ptg ader place kan...
mmg r frust tp kte kna trima knyataan kan???
so ak hrus trime knyataan nieyh...
wlupown perit...
x tow r nk tulis pe lg...
yg ptg ak hepy wlupown sedikit sdey...
kesimpulannya nubhan is always da best...
always in ma heart 4eva!!!!
bye babe...
take care...
gud nyte...

- insan yg kecewa -

bhagia idup ini...

hye babe...
ak tired r ary nieyh...
sbb kat skewl smpy mlm...
kol 10 stgh td bru blek...
nieyh pown on9 jap jerk semata2 nk blogging...
sbb mta nieyh da x sbar nk tutup...
otak pown x sbar nk rest da...
dye nk kumpul tenaga for two more days...
ary nieyh ak bhagia sgt...
wlupown x byk knangan yg tercipta...
ak jmpe dye kat aspura jerk td...
first tyme ak ngok dye naik keta...
maybe mak dye antar kowt...
x tow r...
x prasan plax...
mmg dye dok hostel...
asal r ak x dok hostel kan...
maybe bkan rzeki ak...
ad hikmahnyer 2...
td erry putra yg mke sebiji cm dye 2 pkai jam yg mmg sebijik cm jam dye...
ak shocked yg teramat!!!
sbb da r erry putra 2 mke cm dye...
pkai lak jam cm dye...
mmg klon abis r...
ape r agaknyer dye ngah wat skunk nieyh ea???
hehe jap g r berangan pasal dye...
sok g maybe akan ade kowt peluang tok ak jmpe dye...
xpe klow ade jodoh ade r...
klow xde bkan rzeki ak r 2...
k r mata nieyh da layu sgt2...
c u later babe....
take cre n gud nyte...

- insan yg kelesuan -

worried pasal plbs tomorrow...

hye babe...
ssowy bcz da few days x jengah blog...
x smpat la...
bz sgt2...
amboi statement...
xde la bz sgt...
cme x berkesempatan...
ary nieyh pown klow ikotkan xde tyme nk blogging...
tp nk gak blogging wlowpown skjap...
ary nieyh ak struggle menghfal poem tok plbs sokg...
berbelit-belit lidah ak mnghfal...
nieyh r pdahnyer ble x pnah nk ckp bi...
wah!!!
xper ak ykin ak bley wat nyer la...
ary nieyh ak bhagia sgt wlupown xde paper sgt yg brlaku...
pg td ak dpt jln sbelah dye kat assembly...
sbb ad meeting pss...
dpt r pluang yg x smpy seminit 2 pown...
tp tghari td ak dpt g jmpe dye...
dpan toilet...
tp yg ak frust 2 ak tercpat plax kuar toilet...
klow lmbt cket msty da nk hitting dye...
kan bes klow cm2...
hehe....=)
tp td ak wat2 r jtuhkan pas 2 sbb nk trik phatian dye...
tp ak rse cm x tertarik pown...
hehe biar la esk msih ader...
ak rse esk g byk peluang kowt...
sbb esk smpy ahad form 3, 5 n upper 6 ade perkampungan ilmu...
so byk r pluang ak nk jmpe dye...
owh bhagianyer idupku...
klow r ak dpt jmpe dye byk kaly, perkampungan ilmu seumur idup pown ak sggup...
hehe...terlbey sdah!!!
xper 3 ary nieyh misi ak nk cpta byk knangan terindah ngan dye di samping dpt byk ilmu tok pmr... ;)
nty klow dlm mse 3 ary nieyh x jenguk jgn mare ea...
mknenyer x upaya nk on9 la mlm tueh...
otak da pnuh...
hehe...
ak rse kan ak nk cmment jerk blog dye...
tp ak tkot nty dye pasan sape ak...
bek x yah...
biar dye knal ak sndri r...
k la da pjg banget nieyh...
cme nk ckp cket jerk..
ak nk jd cm nubhan ngan stacy...
yg prempuan ak yg lelaki dye...
wah!!!cayalah statement!!!
hrap2 tercapai impianku...amin!!!
bye babe take care...
gud nyte...

- insan yg kerisauan -

exam melabuhkan tirainya!!

hye babe...
sowy coz semlm x blogging...
x smpat r nk on9...
bz strugle tok math...
gler2 struggle tp ble jwb ad gak kantoi...
wat tensyen jerk...
frust btol ble slah jwb, tkar jwpan las min la...
rse nk ngs jerk td...
tp ak try gak r positivekan diri wlupown x brape nk positive...
bkn rzeki ak kowt...
skunk nieyh akal, fkiran dan jiwa ak da lapang gler sbb exam da abis...
ak x ya nk pkir pape g wat smentra waktu nieyh...
ak nk enjoy cuti puas2...
tp naik skola blek trime r plax result exam...
kte tgk gempak ke tak result ak nty ea...
huhu =p
ary nieyh ak x dpt sgt tgk owg 2...
pg td jerk ak nmpak dye kat assembly...
bes sgt....
ilang r rndu tok 3 ary wlupown dpt tgk dye skjap jerk...
jd r kan drpd xde...hehe
ak rsau ngok mkcu ak moyok jerk...
dye tensyen pasal keje dye...
ak x ske ble mood dye x bek...
ak x tow nk wat ape...
nk pjuk pown x jln...
asyik diam jerk...
ak pown terpksa r diam gak...
maty kutu ak dibuatnyer....
xpela, maybe esk ok la kowt...
ha g satu ak x tow ak nk dok hostel ke x ary jumaat nieyh...
ak rse cm x nk sbb dis week final af...
tp nty kwn2 ak kcik aty plax...
lg stu klow skop dok hostel rugi r ak...
hehe...
x tow r...
maybe x dok kowt...
okay last wan ak nk ckp pasal nubhan...
dye dpt single baru dye da...
lagu slow...bes gak ak dgr...
tjuk dye klow x slap ak 'ada untukmu'...
klow x slap r...
klow slap nty later ak g tow k...
lg stu lagu bkan di sini - sofaz...
bes gak lgu nieyh..
hope he'll do da bes...
cayalah nubhan!!!
one more!!!
nseb bek x lpe...
ak da edit profile ak dlm ms...
ak ad msukkan cket2 klu yg ak ske kat owg 2...
hope owg 2 prasan r...
hehe...
k r da pjg sgt ak melalut nieyh...
c u later babe..
take care...

- insan yg gelisah -

ak rindu dye...

hye babe...
ak rindu insan tueh sgt2...
ak tau knape ak rndu dye...
bru kjap nieyh ak rse rndu sgt2 kat dye...
ak tgk konsert td...
tgk duet nubhan ngan stacy...
ada cinta...
mse 2 r ak start rse rndu yg teramat kat dye...
sbb nubhan ngan stacy duet 2 mmg romantik n feeling abis...
perfect sgt2..
ak x tau nk terang cne...
tp mmg sad n syahdu gler...
sbb 2 ak teringat kat dye...
seksanyer bler kte dlanda prasaan cnta akan seseorg kan???
addition kte x mmpu nk memiliki owg 2....
lbey tensyen g klow kte tow owg 2 ske kat owg len...
bkan kte...
tp ak tau slagi ak bley bthan ak akan trus btahan...
ak xkan putus asa...
n ak xkan pnah brhenti tok mncintai dye buat selmanyer...

- insan yg teramat merindui dye -

happy but sad....

hye babe...
dgr title pown da confused kan...
actually ak hepy sgt sbb nubhan dpt msok final...
dye nyanyi td ok la wlupown ad 'angsa' cket...hehe =)
tp ada cnta ngan stacy td perfect gler...
romantik banget...
rse cm ak ngan owg 2 plax...huhu
eh terlebih suda!
tp yg x hepinyer owg kutuk2 nubhan ak 2!!!
wlupown ak x ske owg len tp ak xde ngutuk owg 2 pown...
mama kte sbb ak terlmpau obses ngan nubhan 2 la owg jd x ske kat dye...
ak ske kat nubhan tp ak x babitkan owg len!!!
naper owg x pnah nk skong aper yg ak wat!!!
sbb nubhan msuk final makcu ckp nk x nk ngan ak...
mama x jwb soalan ak...
nape owg pulaukan ak smpy cmnieyh skaly!!!
xder saper yg pnah skong aper yg ak wat...
sumer ckp bnda yg mnjtuhkan smangat ak...
cmne ak nk improve klow owg sntyasa downkan ak!!!
ak tensyen sgt...
everyday ak kna mrah...
saper yg tahan...
dpan owg ak x kan anjukkan yg ak kcik aty...
tp dlm aty ak seksa sgt...
ak x tau nk luah kat saper...
n ak x nk luah kat sesaper...
owg sure akan salahkan ak gak klow ak bgtau...
xder saper yg sokong ak...
ak hrap sgt ak dpt rase kasih syg mama...
mama jrang tnjuk yg dye syg kat ak...
dye slalu mrah2 ak...
kdg2 ak jealous sbb tgk owg len manje2 ngan mak diowg...
ak jrang dpt sumer 2...
wlu ape pown mama ttp da only mother dat i ever had...
i love u so much mama...
ak bdoa sgt2 supaya ak dpt rase ksih syg yg tulus drpd mama satu ary nty...
k r ak xde mood nk tlis lg...
papai gud nyte!

- insan yg mengharapkan ksih syg seorg mama -

various emotion...

hye babe...
4 da first tyme ak add 2 posts in one day...
td ak cter bnda yg hepy...
nieyh x tow r hepy ke tak...
mcm2 rase ad dlm aty ak skunk nieyh...
ak rse lega gler bler kiah da tau pasal dye...
kiah pown ak tgk respons dye bek ngan ak...
hopefully dye smpan r secret ak 2 bek2...
n ak hrap gak dye mampu mmbwa cnta ak nieyh selangkah lg ke hadapan...
dye online ms skunk nieyh tp x tau r nape dye nyer page x ley bkak...
ngah tweaking kowt....
dye pown ade add post baru ary nieyh...
tp byase la...
post yg surely mem'frust'kan ak...
no comment for his love...
ak x tow r aper yg ade dlm aty dye 2...
kan bgus klow ak ley bce aty dan fikiran owg kan...
x tow r pe yg nk jd skunk nieyh...
sumer yg bkaitan ngan dri dye da brcelaru dlm kpale otak ak...
maybe dis thing only can solve ble ak da confront ngan dye nty...
bnyi cm mustahil jerk...
biarla mse yg mnentukan aper yg akan jd lpas nieyh...
yg ptg ak da luahkan isi aty ak kat kiah...
relieved r cket beban dlm aty ak nieyh...
lg stu ak tensyen x dpt tgk nubhan dlm diari ary nieyh!!!
tensyen banget!!
its ok esok masih ada...
k r nk tlis pndek jerk nieyh...
slalu terbabas!!
papai babe...take cre!!

- insan yang bersyukur -

hepy banget sih...

hye babe...
ak hepy sgt2 ary nieyh...
ak x sbar2 nk blogging....
skunk nieyh ak nk cter pasal smbutan ary guru kat skewl ak...
sebnrnyer bkn nk cter pasal 2...
ak nk cter pasal dye!!!
ak hepy sgt sbb ak da cipta byk knangan terindah ngan dye!!!
walaupown hanya ak sowg yg mrasakan ianya indah...
ary nieyh byk gler ak nmpk mke dye...
bak kter kwn ak bersepah2 mke dye ary nieyh...
dye pkai bju sukan ensem gler siowt...
even sweating pown dye still nmpk sempoi jerk...
2 yg wat ak more syg kat dye 2....
klow ak nk cter bpe kaly ak nmpak dye ary nieyh mmg x terkira byknyer...
tp xper yg ptg ak bhagia sgt sbb dpt jmpe dye...
x tow ble saat cmnie akan dtg lg....
ak mnunggu saat itu or maybe the happier moment dan dis???
hopefully dpt la ak capai impian ak yg satu nieyh...
td ak x tow naper ak tye kat kiah pasal dye...
maybe ak ptut terus-trang ngan kiah pasal dye kowt...
ak x mmpu nk truskan mcm nieyh lg...
maybe ak ptot bgtau dye kan...
xper i think i will...
k lah juz nk ckp dis things jerk....
got 2 go now...
kol 2 nk tgk piala thomas!
papai tke cre!!!

- insan yang teramat bahagia -

relieved gler!!!

hye babe....
sowy lme x blogging r...
dis week kan exam week...
so memerah kudrat seabis mngkin r study...
stdy last min la katekan...
fuh seksa btol...
pnat gler..
stay smpy tetgh mlm...
klow x kuat iman abis r...
mmg melepek btol ak...
x ckup rest r...
tp xpe usaha ak berbaloi la gak....
byk gak r paper yg ak rse ak ley perform...
tp bi ngan bm 2 mmg x tntu r nseb ak cne...
ha g satu kh...
lg nk maty ak jwb td...
siap kuar g toilet cari ilham...
hebat x...
cari ilham kat klas dye...
hahahaha =D
xper skang nieyh ak rilek r cket....
tp paper lom abis g!!!
tgal bi paper 1 ngan killer subj!!!
mathematics!!
xper esk ak nk start pulun study math plak...
msty bley perform r!!!
dgn izin Allah...
abis jer paper 2 ak mrdeka wat seketika!!!!
bes gler siot....
xyah r pkir stdy dlu...
kte cuti puas2...
hahaha...
dye ak x tau ad paper ke tak lg...
gaya dye mmg cool sentiasa jerk la...
tp pg2 dye msty kabut stdy kat assembly!
cute gler ak tgk dye cm2...
wlupown ak nieyh struggle nk exam tp tgk dye sure x ley tgal...
habit wajib ak kat skola...
huhu...
esk ary guru x tow r dpt tgk dye ke x...
hrap2 dpt la jmpe dye all da tyme....
dye 2 ensem btol...
tpikat ak...
huhu mmg da terpikat da pown...
falling in love!!!
xper klu ade jodoh ade la kan...
ha pasal nubhan plak byase r bes gler mamat 2...
mgu lpas nyanyi lgu aizat hanya kau yg mmpu...
bes n feeling gler!!!
mgu nieyh pown dye dpt lagu slow gak...
lagu kerispatih - tapi bukan aku...
hope dye dpt bwak sebaik mngkin...
ha g satu dye duet ngan stacy lagu ada cinta!!!
romantik gler kapel tueh!!
kan bgus klow ak ngan dye pown romantik cm2 gak kan???
let the tyme take their work...
ak x sbar la nk tgk konsert dis week...
sure meletup punyer la...
eh da terlbey longer la plak....
da lme x blogging 2 yg byk nk cter...
xper r ak stop dlu...
esk ke ak add entry bru k...
papai take care! =)

- insan yg mendambakan kasihnya -

bertungkus-lumus siapkan folio!!!penat gler...

hye babe....
ape cter??
sowy r da lme x blogging..
xde tyme r..
bz ngan omework sumer..
kpale otak pown da tensyen..
nieyh ha ader r mse cket nk blogging sbb tgh tgu folio sjarah abis print...
huhu lega gler folio sjarah ak da siap...
xde r siap sumer...
hahaha ckp cm gempak jerk an...
bru siap elemen 2...
elemen 3 dlm proses...
maybe lpas exam r bru ak wat...
ha nieyh stu g...
pasal exam...
ak lom start study paper g...
xpe r study 2 ak redah jerk nty...huhu
esk ak nk cncentrate on khb plak...
rse bley siap kowt...
klow x pe lg...
mnx excuse r kat ckgu...
hahaha...
ary nieyh dye x add blog bru...
biar r...
4get bout him!!!
ak nk cter pasal nubhan plak...
ak epy gler ble ak pkir pasal diary af td...
x rugi ak tgk..
first2 mlas r nk g tgk sbb pkir folio x siap an...
tp ak g gak...
x tow r..
ak yg excited tgk gelagat dye dlm af 2...
ceria semcm jerk...
td dye kna bsuh pnggan ngan toi...
dye bgurau2 ngan nadia n stacy...
byk r yg dye wat arry nieyh...
cute gler ak tgk mamat 2...
jd bf ak bes gak...
hahaha jgn brangan!!
actually ak nk tlis pndek jerk...
tp da terlonger...
xper r ak brenty kat cnie dlu...
esk lusa klow ade cter bes ak gtow...
bubbye gud nyte..
askum...

p/s : mlm nieyh ak x nk mmpy dye tp ak nk mmpy nubhan!!hahaha =P

- insan yang sentiasa mencintai dia kerana Allah -

my nubhan tak kluar!!!still voting 4 him...cayalah!!!!

hye babe....
first ak nk cter pasal hepy things dlo...
nubhan bjaye perform ngan bek ary nieyh!!!
bngge gler ak tgk dye...
he was success in flying colours...
fuh ak ykin dye ley wat...
wlupown mke dye nmpak nervous tp dye still ley perform ngan bek..
dpt pujian g tueh dr pengkritik...
syok gler r ak...
hehe =P
cme ak rsau skunk nieyh undian dye low r...
ranking last...
xper warga nubians akan sntiasa support dye until da top...
we'll bring him 2 final...
so sesaper yg da bce blog ak nieyh jom r join nubie fc...
mri kte teguhkan kubu pertahanan NUBHAN!!!!
kte bley...
chaiyok!chaiyok!
ha lg stu td ak bkak dye nyer blog...
ad pic dye tyme g wedding ceremony kat royal adelphi...
ngan sowg kwn dye r...
as usual he maintain smart n handsome...
tp syg dye da berpunyer...
its okay ak ley trime dat reality now...
wlau ape pown yg terjd ak ttp akan ikot perkembangan dye....
bcoz i'll love him forever....
ha!!got 2 pen-off now!!
its gonna be 3 a.m later...
tomorrow hv 2 wake up early...
papai babe...c u later =)

- insan yg hepi sbb nubhanku x kluar -