BoRiNk DaY...

babe,,
borink nieyh..
da la ta pegy skola..
kantoi!!
mama abah ta bg pegy..
my skola da ade kes H1N1..
so,,amek langkah berjage2 lar..
tkut lorh..
pg skola pkai mask lar after dis..gahah..
tuday bgn kul 9 stgh..
so-late-for-a-girl-like-me!dush!
yesterday tdo kul 12 lbey..
text busuk ta reply..
sbb da tdow..
sory bsuk!!
then pg klinik,,
mukhriz had fever..auta lbey..
brekfes n went home..
now i'm front of com..blogging..
hearing song,,,
" i will always love you "
omg!
miss my fwenz..
busuk,,naeimah,,my new neighbour,,miz and husna..
and him also!!
but quiet frust with him..
i hate him!!
bloodyhell..
sumtymes,,
i think i want to let him go..
he owez hurting..
maybe i jea yg tersua2 ngan dye..
he never bother me..
very shameful!
da la fitrah,,
many boyz out there..
he's annoying!!!
ugh,,i wanna cry!!
couldn't accept the reality..
last in his top fwenz list??
ugh!
shit!!
da lar..forget it and him..
bye babe...

dEaTh??

babe,,

creepy entry??

nothings to do with it act..

juz a title..

coz of the poem that i'd learnt tuday..

dis morning,,

i bengang tahap maksimum already..

with the guy named hazim!!

ugh!

he's realy too much!

ta responsible langsung..

ngelat wat keje..

then push all his work to me and naeimah..

honest lar klu btul ta nak wat..

no need to give such dat stupid nonsense reason..

ta msuk akal btul..

da la i nak study chemistry ngan tch zai..

we were late tuday..

chem class had started almost 15 min..

ta cukup kaki na lari from lbrary to da class..

da la skip arabic..

kowt marks oke tape gak..

managed to get only 60 in sumative..

da pecahkan rekod ta sdar2 dri ag fitrah kan??

bagus lar..

* (tadi darurat,,tape lar..forgiven..)

is it true??

yes coz of hazim's work...

blah ah...

wat sket aty jea ingat...

dis evening,,

i pkir na escape klas tch punitha * (mama saddiq n sepet ) ;)

luck i was not to..

da class is so interesting..hahah..

finally,,

i succeed!!my 'wood-hand' is getting softer..hak2..

i was drawing tuday!!

cn u imagine??believe it plz..

here's da prove oke..

original dari ladang..;)

act dis is yesterday work..

but couldn't manage to do it..

coz of bz tgk taiwan story yg hero2nya ensem na maty..gahah..

so i did it curi-curi in klas father-in-law hawa..

ckgu isa lar..

pergh,,

almost half of klas sleeping in his class..

luck i was not 1 of them for tuday..gahah..

bz drawing lar..

even the result is just so-so..

like the kindergarten kids..;)

shame!!

then, tch asked us to do a poem dat related to death..

u wondered y??

coz tuday we learnt "there's been a death in the opposite house".

anything as long as it related...

so,,

the tyme to 'perah otak' pun started...

i juz write wat i am expert too..

LOVE!

death and LOVE!!

here's da poem!!

" Yesterday i saw him,

The one i shared his beautiful smile,

The warmness of his touch and hug that i grabbed,

The spirit that he offered,

Gave me extra strength to stand on the world,

Today?!

I couldn't see his smile rises after my tears,

I couldn't hear even a single word from him,

His touch that i couldn't feel anymore,

And the calmness of his will always be a apart of my heart,

All that i could do is remebering the sweet memories,

And a line of pray to replace the ' I LOVE YOU ',

He has gone forever,

But not in mine..."

tch said that was so romantic,,,

hahah,,blooming heart..ngeh2..;)

maybe cz of da effect of reading too much love novels..

gahah..even all my essay is related to sumthing dat i realy love to talk to..

dat was LOVE!

sorry,,

can't do anything..

dat's wat i am...hee..

oke,,

last things,,

tch pun asked us to compare the 'death' with sumthing else..

many answers appeared...

lightning,,,nightmare,,,raining,,bla,,bla,,bla,,,

i dun know wat i'm gonna say,,

it happened so fast dat i couldn't even think..

so juz say sumthing dat crossed my mind..

" death is TIME.. "

irreversible and forever..hahah

quite reasonable ryte??

watever..

yg ptg i enjoyed the english class tuday..

not sleepy like usual i had..

gud improvement..kuang! kuang! kuang!

wah!!

over-writing..

will stop by now..

na tdow!!

even esok ta skola..

H1N1 kat skola..tkowt + my dad ta bg pegi..

so akur kehendak Ilahi..heheh

busuk,,

u stay sowg2 tu-more-row k??

sory!!!

gtg now!!

daa~~

take care..

ha,,

almost forgotten,,

da word "nightmare" is came from him!!

je ta'imme!!!

yes,,i do love him!!

ny probs?

so,,bonne nuit!

ReLeaSe FroM SuFFeReD!!Na TiDoW PuaS2...

babe!!

ugh . finally .

released from the suffered !

could not handle da tense nymore .

shit .

exam was stupid .

answering lyke kindergarten kidz .

cn u imagine ?

dun hv tyme 2 study even a single thing .

answering questions blindly .

dun know y ,

everything was mixed up now .

sad , frust , alone , hatred .

mixed to one .

sad coz of him ??

dun know ..

a lil bit maybe ..

owez bz like all da 24 hrs is his .

then me ??

damn it .

juz forget it .

frust ?

of cos !

my heart was juz like ' thrown-away-to-the-rock ' ..

my results is oke i think .

even i couldn't beat her !

so wat !! any probs ?!

watever . go to hell .

ugh . do i care ?

i'm lucky dat all my fwenz really support me .

tch zai really support me .

she's da only wan dat still trust my ability .

<3>

at least i'd got 2A1 by now .

thnx to ALLAH .

hatred ?

yup !

y owez follow me ?

copycat everything dat i did ?

omg ! rimas oke !

plz dun disturb me anymore !

so k . i do hv my own ways .

juz wait n see .

u had everything .

so ?

no need to disturb mine .

enough !

full stop !

plz . sumbody !

help me !

yes !

one thing !

juz happened 'bout a moment ago .

he called me ' yana ' .

busuk ,,,

terharunyer !

gahah . i'm realy in love !

full stop !

ouh , gtg now !

c u later babe !

<333> .