bngang gler ngan mamat tuh!!!

hye babe...
da lme x blogging kan...
almost 5 days i think...
nothing special eksyeli...
+ serabut kpale otak ak ade...
ape kna ak nie ha??
bnda 2 kcik jerk...
tp ak take siyes sgt...
knape ea owg slalu mempermurahkan hrga cnta itu??
ak sdey n sket aty gler..
dye ley maen2 cnta in front of me!!
for wat??
to make me jealous??
yes u're successful!!
tp knape mst nk tnjukkan sgt yg diowg 2 kapel???
dpn mate ak...
hnya Allah yg tau how sad is me at dat tyme...
ak ponteng skewl ary nie..
fist sb ak dmam sket aty...
i had headache...
secondly sbb ak xnk tgk mke dye ag...
smpy ble ak nk lari cnie??
plz la...ble dye nk blah dr skewl 2...
i wan 2 forget him!!
da la kowt cte ag sket aty..
u know wat ak da pndy edit pic..
kwn ak yg ajar..
pic sape???
xde pic mamat 2 de..
buang mse jerk..
ak edit pic abg an ngan stacy lorh...
kn bes if i can be lyke them..
hey dear u're dreaming now!!
come down 2 earth!!
nk tgk pic prtme yg ak edit??
jap eh...

tara!!!
cntek tak??
haha first try kre ok la 2 kan??

papai!!!c u later babe!!!

jamuan ary raye...

hye babe...
ingt lg tak ak ckp ary nie ade jamuan raye???
hurm xdla bes sgt cm taon lpas...
today i'm wearing purple...
dgn hrapan dye pown pkai bju same colour ngan ak...
tp hrapan x ksampaian lorh..
dye pkai biru..
sme ngan dua owg bes fwenz kuh...
frust tak terkata..
i'm crying 4 a moment..
tp nsib bek pndy cover..
pasrah jerk la..
yg ptg ak dpt tgk dye..hehe
n yg wat ak hepy dye x sme lngsung dgn mia...
mia pkai pink...
eh mti ak kowt dye tao...
ak ngutuk makwe dye...hehe
tp yg x besnyer ak sme wrna ngan kwn dye la...
bkn kwn dye yg sngal cket 2..
yg laen..
ske gak pndg ak semcm..
pe kes??
ary nie byk kali gak ak tgk dye..
n today also ak dpt dgr sore dye ag...
nk tau dye ckp pe??
"tepi2 yb nk lalu.."
tyme nk pg amik mknan td...
yb la sgt..
bajet dye ensem la 2...
tp bg ak dye mmg ensem pown..hehe...
da la tutup topik...nk cte sumthing yg mnambahkan kehepyan ak ary nie...
u know wat??
today ak da jmpe blik my bes fwen from year 1 dlu...
ak ske yg teramat!!!
ak rndu gler ngan dye...
dye la shabat ak yg pertama...
after dye pndah ak terkapai2 tnpa kwn baek until ak jmpe mnah 3 owg nie yg smmgnyer shabat sjati ak..
ak x sngka ak bley jmpe dye ag...
ak xkan sia-siakan hbungan nie lg...
i luv my fwenship!!!
dye tmbh cntek skunk..
jauh lbey kiut nk dbandingkan ngan ak..hehe
tp ak ttp bersyukur..
dis is who i am..
k la ak chow dlu...c ya!!

nota kaki 1 : kwn dye pkai bju skola..hehe..
nota kaki 2 : x sbar lorh nk g usim...

sudut aty mmbna angan-angan,,,
ku sayangi dirimu
walau ku tak bisa tiada upaya
halangan tak jauhkan ia
ak percaya kejaran masa
ku cintai dirimu
walau terpisah masih berkuasa
dua aty bsikan smpurna
ak percaya kita mesti terasa...

getting worse but i'm hepy...=)

hye babe...
today ak mmg tak sbar gler nk blogging...
wlupown dlm ketakutan but i'm still hepy...
ary tue dye ad ckp nk cari blog ak smpy dpt...
mati la ak kowt dye tau blog ak...
ak x nk dye tau blog ak...
dye akan tau perasaan ak terhadap dye...
ak mmg x nk!!!!
skunk nie pown dye da semcm pndang ak...
ape lg klu dye da bce blog ak...
ak x nak dihina weyh...
ak mnulis n mluah sgalenyer kat cnie bkan utk dibce oleh sesaper...
ak tulis hnya utk kepuasan dri sndri...
sbb 2 ak x nk dye tau n bce blog ak nie...
ak x nk dye tau prasaan ak terhadap dye...
biarla prasaan ini terkubur bgitu shj tnpa perlu mmbritahu sesiape...
ak x ske dye wat cnie kat ak...
tlg la jgn pndg ak semcm ag n plz dun ever disturb me again...
ak x snggup la...
kwn2 dye pown da pndang ak semcm...
especially dat one!!!
i hate them!!!
x pyah la cbuk hal ak...
jge hal msing2 sdah r!!!!!!!!!
sbar weyh...sbar....
td ak tgk dye pgang kot...kowt x slap ak la...
terserempak tyme kluar toilet nk pg surau...
i can imagine how handsome he is with that coat...
da la jgn ingat ag pasal dye!!!!!!!
dye x pasan ko pown!!!!

- insan yg lemas -

nota kaki 1 : esk jamuan ary raye kat skewl...nk pkai purple...
nota kaki 2 : hope ary esk lbey baek dr ary nie....chaiyok!
nota kaki 3 : nk bwak kamera la rsenyer...merakam memori terindah bersma fwenz kuh!!

aty bermain kata...
jgn ptus hrapan,,,
sedia setia,,,

PMR da abis!!!n ak bhagia sgt2!!!

hye babe...
lme gler tak jmpe kamu..
ak rndu sgt2 nk blogging...
now ak ley blogging tanpa btasan ag...
x perlu than2 nafsu nk bkak internet ag sbb ak da bebas...
PMR is ended...
sgale pnat lelah ak slame 3 taon da pown ak kluarkan 5 ary yg lalu...
hopefully everything is paid with the result of flying colours ag 2 blan...
ape yg bley ak wat skunk is tawakal n doa byk2...
now ak ley wat ape yg ak ske...
mcm2 ak nk wat..
tak tersenarai rsenyer...
ak nk maen game...
ak nk tgk tv...
ak nk kmpul puisi n cerpen byk2...
ak nk tgk nubhan all da tyme...
ak nk wat byk bku skrap...
n yg plg ptg ak nk tgk owg tueh...
hahaha...
u know wat b4 exam ary tue ak say sorry kat owg tue n kwn dye yg roaming 2...
tp ak x brani nk antar so ak suh kwn ak tlg smpykan...
tp dye x nk maafkan ak until ak bgtau ak sape...
ak x nk bgtau kat dye ak sape...
sbb ak rse ianya xkan mengubah pape...
plus x important pown...
gpown ak juz nk mntak maaf kat dowg sbb ak da byk sgt kutuk2 dowg...
so ak xnk la bgtau ak sape sbb lpas jerk dowg maafkan ak,,
ak x kan kcu ag idup dowg...
mmg 2 jerk matlamat ak send msj kat dye...
juz want 2 say sorry!!
tp dye berkeras gak nk tau ak sape...
so ak ckp la ak sape...
then now laen plak yg jd...
ary first ak pmr,dye cri ak...
dye pndang semcm jerk kat ak...
ary slase pown sme..
dye jln kat dpn pndok 2 n pndang ak semcm ag...
maybe b4 nie dye mmg x tau ak nie wjud kowt...
ary rabu ary tue,,,
ak kantoi ngan kwn dye 2 tyme ak ngah pndang dye...
kwn dye snyum jerk berbaur sndiran la 2...
malu yg teramat sih...
ak tkut kwn dye 2 tau prasaan ak towards dye...
jgn la!!
ary khamis is da BEST MOMENT in ma lyfe!!
dat nyte,i've geo class 4 da last paper on friday...
abis klas ak ngan naeimah naek klas...
ak nmpk kwn dye 2 pndg smcm kat ak..
byase la 2..
tp ak btol2 x pasan dye pown ad kt ctu dat tyme...
ak pasan pown tyme ak nk mnx bku kat sowg akak 2...
Allah jerk tau btapa berdebarnyer ak saat tue...
for da first tyme in ma lyfe,,,
dye pgl nme ak...
first dye pggl nme pndek jerk...
tp ak x lyan pown...
tkot n malu gler tyme 2...
after dat dye pgl nme pnuh ak...
cne dye ley tau ea??
hzim bgtau or dye cri sndri??
tyme 2 gak la ksut naeimah ptus...
berlme-lamaan la ak kat ctu...
dye still pgl2 ak...
ak tkot eksyeli...
akk2 dlm klas dye tue sumer kroni mia..
nty ape plak yg diowg pkir pasal ak...
ak tkot diowg pkir ak nk rmpas dye plak...
tp watever happened pown, ak ttp bhagia sgt...
i will remenber dat MOMENT until da last breath in ma lyfe...

- insan yg teramat BAHAGIA -

nota kaki 1 : nty ak bg bku sajak ak kat ko ea...
nota kaki 2 : terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi aku berasa saat2 bhagia ini...
nota kaki 3 : result is ma priority...tp ak x nk pndah skola...

sudut aty menganyam impian,,,
stiap ary ak mnunggu owg yg istimewa
setiap ary ak brpura-pura tidak mengendahkannya
stiap ary ak mrinduinya
stiap ary ak berdoa utknya
stiap ary ak berhrap dye gmbira
dan ak berhrap dye pown bgitu juga...