IT'S FOR YOU

Babe ! sorry for not updating in a while . im just in the phase of 'gila-sebab-nak-final-exam' . final is just in front of my college door shouting : HEY FELLA , COME TO ME BABY ! plus , this week is the last week of tutorial . so , i have to make extra effort to catch up everything . speaking the truth , this young lads is not as busy as you think . she just busy doing all the last minute stuffs . as usual . because the entire wold knows that FITRAH ILYANA is really a last-minute-doing-things person . hahaha yes that's me and im proud of that bad habit im owned . *face palm* i have to pause my mission for a while . because i have some rubbish to be thrown . haha dengar sini ilyana nak membebel . taknak dengar pegy maen jauh-jauh . first , my OP turns was so lucky number . 9th out of 11th group . great lahh kann ? org laen dah seronok berjimba-jimba , aku minggu depan duk tayang muka buat OP dengan Putri . kan babe kann ? aku baru cadang nak duk rumah seminggu straight next week . kacau schedule aku lahh OP haram neyh . takpe ilyana . no complaint . balik selasa petang ke UM , abes OP rabu pagi tuh then balik lahh seremban balik . komuter kann ada . mcm tak pernah balik sorang . haha tapi , tapi orang laen banyak OP this week . then next week brape kerat jea yang tinggal . and here comes the sayu moment when kita dok membebel kat depan , org kat blakang duk buat taik mata . but i tell you guys right now , aku bawak 5 pasang kasut siap2 masa OP nanti . korang tdow , aku bagi makan kasut . haha . memang suara aku lullaby korang tdow lahh kan ? you wish ! ngeeee . okay , lets move to the second thing . mid sem 2 result . yang aku buat macam harom tuhh . yang aku blaja memaen tuh . and result dia ? aku baru dapat tadi . haah #onlyinPASUM we got mid sem result 2 weeks before the final exam . if it was okay , then boleh masuk dewan exam dengan muka confident gila bangang . tapi bila result mintak kaki sepak muka , masuk dewan exam final nanti , mengucap siap-siap . <--- dats what i felt before . and after got the results ? -----> Alhamdulillah . bolehlahh hidup lagi . Kamal kata solid A . hahaha . fikirlahh sendiri . :) congrats ilyana . well done ! study lahh last min mcm tuh lagik ye final neyh . kau tgk berapa cebis markah plak kau kutip nanti . okay third , SPM results keluar esok . to my kekasih gelap tersayang a.k.a adik sedare teman merempit , esok kita tengok siapa lagik handal yee ? haha . and to all my juniors , hopefully results korang lagi gempak lahh dari kami yee . sebab kami memang sengaja taknak gempakkan results kami dulu . sebab kami ingin mencari pelapis yang lebih berkaliber pada masa hadapan kelak . wewewewe handal lagik BM aku rupanyaaa . :D and to those yang manage to menggadaikan diri menjadi PASUMian 2012-2013 nanti , awal-awal akak nak cakap . persiapkan diri , teguhkan iman , tabahkan hati , kuatkan minda , cekalkan jiwa . because PASUM is not as heaven as its name . jangan terkejut bila tgk budak matriks , asasi UiTM , UIA semua bersepah 4.00 flat tapi di PASUM hanya sekadar 3.50 or else . be ready all the PASUM-ian-to-be ! :) emmm what else ? nothing i guess . for the time being , my internal hormone , my physical appearance will absolutely in chaotic-worst-form ever ! between this 3 weeks period , it just me and myself fighting to resist everything for the sake of final . so kalau nampak ilyana dalam keadaan tak terurus , ignore her . because that what she really needs right now . serabut minah neyh , bukannya dia nak study punn . she will study . yes , she will . a night before the exam . haha . berani nyaa lah kau prempuan hoyy . kay lahh , i want to sleep now . tomorrow got OP from my tutor-mate . mama cakap : kalau taknak org tidow tyme kamu present , jangan tidow tyme org laen tgh present . its karma baby . wuhuuuu , mama pandai cakap Karma lahhh . haha . ilyana ! sini bukan tempat menganjing . senyap . sooo , untuk mengelakkan dari memakan kasut esok hari , saya perlukan tidur yang cukup . errrr , maybe tak . tapi at least cukup-cukup , kira okay lahh . hahaha . till then , night peeps ! daaa ~

inilah kekasih gelapku :)

Final exam victim,

Fitrah Ilyana .

DAY 3 : A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF YOUR PARENTS

Babe ! looks like im very determined to finish this mission , isnt it ? haha gebang . you know what gebang is ? naaa forget it if you dont know . its a bluff word . ngeeee . and if one said that word to you , the proper answer is : "Yes , that's me." hahahaha . enuff with those nonsense ilyana . back to the title above . hmmm , a song that reminds me of my parents ? actually if you read back the post before , the tagged is "a song that reminds you of one/both your parents" . and as for me , why should i choose a song only for one if i have both mama and abah kan ? its not fair i think . haha yeah im thinking too much . :)

But if it meant for one only . i do have that songs for them separately . and if it reminds me of them , of course we thought of the oldies song , aite ? actually its not . why ? because a song that reminds me of my abah is this song :

 ~YANK - WALI BAND ~

Haha to those who dont know this song , please click that play button . why this song reminds me of my abah ? because this song is his favourite song . he used to sing this song almost every single second in the car . haha and i think its cute . because actually if im not in that high mood , i will risen up my smile as soon as he sings this song to me . with his mimic of face . with those slank , dance , gelek and so whatever he's doing as the accessories of the song , it was funny i tell you ! ironically , he's like telling me that somebody are taking me from him . and he won't let them to do so because i will be his forever . and i will laugh immediately . no doubt . because i feel loved and i know he loves me so much which he cannot even bear to lose me . awwwww abah , you know your daughter so well . there's no one else will pamper me as you do . there's no one else will kiss and hug me as perfect as you always do :') I miss you !

Next . a song that reminds me of my mama . what do you think it will be ? here it is :

MAMA - SPICE GIRLS

Haaaa hear first this song . why this song reminds me of mama ? because of the title kann ? no lahhh . but actually , it is YES . haha . i still remember one day , mama was so down . she got angry to every single pepel in the house . and this lucky daughter , pretend not to understand her mama's situation at that time , started to cry after being yelled at . cengeng . then , after a while , this daughter felt guilty . and one fact : she used to be like this everytime . haha . she decided to apologize . unfortunately , she was too ego to said that amazing words on four eyes with her mama . she then go to youtube and searching for the right song . this is the moment when she found this song . the first time listening to this song , she cried . yes she cried because this songs seemed to fit her in every words . no one will understand that feeling . she was so fascinated with the meaningful lyrics of this materials , then she sends the link to her mama's IM . great anak-anak nowadays . high-tech isnt it ? haha . after a while , mama came out from her room bringing her laptop along , with that song are still playing in her laptop , went straight to her daughter and hugged her so tightly . that moment was so incredible that i even cant describe it in words . it was calmful , full of warmth and naaaaa it was perfect . the most perfect place in the world are being in mama's hugs . definitely .

So , i guess that's the end of our story . hahaha ayat macam haram . now it's 2.29 am already . i guess this post is suitable at this time . so that i have to sleep in tears after this . haha night peeps ! :')

I do miss my diamonds at home . Smile ilyana . Everything's gonna be okay .

Your manja daughter,

Fitrah Ilyana .

DAY 2 : A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF YOUR MOST RECENT EX-BOYFRIEND

Babe . i bet i can see the question mark on your face after seeing such a horror title of this post , isn't it ? remember about this or not ? im sure you don't . haha why i'm saying like that ? because i blogged about this long time ago . before i made myself stuck in PASUM . when im still a round potato on the coach . hahaha . want to read about this post ? here's the link :

Tentang Lagu :)

Haha at that time , i thought im the most hardworking person to finish all the 25 songs . muehehe . unfortunately , i preferred to be a really big-and-round potato instead . :D but now , rather than studying 24-7 , im very insist to finish this mission . ohhh heyy i did the first one also ! here :

A Song From My Childhood

And now here comes the second one . hmmm . "A Song That Reminds Me of My Most Recent Ex-Boyfriend" . haha sensitive issue i guess . so kay . just for fun baby . no offence please :) First question : Who is my most recent ex-bf ? hahaha eager to know ? im sorry . you cant . he was a memory . so let it be the way it should be . Okay second question is more important dudes . What's the song ? the most pity song ever . huhu why ? because it reminds me of the past . pepel said let bygone be bygone . yet , that line doesn't fit me enuff . as i love to hear to this song over and over again . so enjoy first . *drumroll please* 

~ BILA RINDU - RUFFEDGE ~

Haha jiwang aite ? i know im a jiwang type . so i dont care . i love this song . and yes , this song reminds me of him sometimes . just reminds . no hard feelings okay . why this song out of million songs ? i don't know why actually . it just that one day , i was shuffling my mp3 and out of sudden , i stopped at this song and it just my conscience to edit this song and set the chorus part as his message tone . ironic isn't it . no other reason . ohh yes , this songs is meaningful definitely . and up until now , this chorus part still remain as his message tone . just the difference is , the message tone is SELDOM popped out of my phone . haha okay enuff ! to you , Mr. Ex , you know who you are . so just a simple wish fer you : Hye ! Live well and do take care ! :)

This girl ,

Fitrah Ilyana .

SORTING

Babe . im getting busier . busier and always busier till final ends . sometimes i cant even manage my schedule . just like tonight . everything is so messed up . okay cool ilyana . manage it one by one . start slowly . first thing first .

TUTORIAL

• Probability - DONE :)
• Modern physics - DONE :)
• Enthalpy and crystalline - DONE :)
• Immunity and respiration - HELL NO ! :/ (do it tomorrow after matrices)
• Matrices - GRRRR NO ! (do it on 11 tomorrow) *sigh*

LAB REPORT

• Heredity Problem - OMG I HATE THIS . (will do weds night)

TEST

• Statistics - tomorrow (will study in a short while)
• Modern physics - also tomorrow :O (study also after this) *sigh again*
• Biology - thursday (no study needed . En Ikhwan's is much simpler . can discuss ! ) ngeee
• Integration - ohh damn i hate volume . please be nice test baby .

DATELINE

• OP speech outline - OHH S**T ! i hate this really much . submitted this WEDS ! i bet i will sleep at no hours tomorrow night . gahhhh . -.-"
• Final exam - 2nd April . study yet ? you ask the wrong person if you expect to get YES as an answer . im the last minute person and it will remains as it is . haha crazy aite ? ;)

NEXT TUTORIAL

• This friday will think of it . so many stuff to settled first . oh God im so dead .

See how hectic i am ? want to have this much of burden every single week , juniors ? then , UM will be the exact place , i tell ya . night ! :)

Mrs  Book ,

Fitrah Ilyana .

NAUGHTY KE ?

Babe ! aku noty ke ? aku degil ke ? haha you know what ? semua orang cakap aku macam tuh . orang cakap aku degil sebab tak suka makan . org cakap aku degil sebab aku suka mandi malam . Putri cakapa aku degil sebab even ada sore throat punn duk minum ais lagik . degil ehh tuh ? aku rasa aku taklah degil sangat . wahaha . tapi tadi after one incident neyh , terus aku fikir . haah betul lahh kowt aku degil and noty sebenarnyaa . haha . listen read this bedtime stories IF AND ONLY IF you are really interested . because it kinda boring i guess . teehee

This evening , got bio lab . haa loser kan , dak fizikal dah free gila takde lab , kitorg duk tersepuk pakai lab coat dlm bio lab lagik . -.-" then , i knew already yg this week practical is about genetics heredity . alaa yang pasal Mendel First Law , Mendel Second Law segala tuhh . junior-junior saya tentu tahu . kan adik2 akak kan ? haha . and trust me , it was super-banyak soalan dia . for me yang memang tahap kemalasan melampaui batasan akal fikiran , aku decide nak buat dulu lahh benda alah tuh . and last night , aku laksanakan lahh misi suci murni aku tuh sampai dekat pukul 4 setengah . which end up pagi tadi aku terbabas tidur sampai pukul 9 setengah , tak pergi tuto bio and 10 marks test aku melayang begitu sahaja . hahaha . go die . aku tak pedulik . tapi pedulik gak senanyaa . cuma dah taley nak wat ape dahh kan . pasrah aje lahh . haha . okay pas tuh , tadi aku pergi lab dengan begitu senang hati nyaa sebab i got nothing to do to fill those 3 hours . dalam hati dah fikir nak berjimba-jimba dahh lahh kacau org . kacau Aiman . dia gemar cari benda nak bahan aku . hikhik . sekali masuk dalam lab , demo bagi briefing cakap kalau ada yang dah buat dulu siap-siap , dia tak terima . dia suruh buat time tuh gak . yang dah buat tuh hanya boleh buat reference only . and i was like :O WHATTHEFISH?!!

tapi , buat-buat muka terkejut aku mcm tuh punn , ingat aku neyh baek tahap dewa kayangan ke nak rewrite balik benda alah menimbun tuhh ? sia-sia jea lahh pengorbanan 10 marks bio test aku terbang kann . hahaha . aku pun buat muka hipokrit sengih-sengih ckp Yes Miss . siap angguk-angguk lagik tanda faham . padahal dalam hati , dah ada bayangan setan dahh . haha . then , dengan muka confident , keluarkan lahh kertas kosong , maen salin jea ape yang ada depan mata . konon-konon tekun lahh padahal hampeh . macam harom kerja aku . alaa , bukan aku sorang yang buat mcm tuh . majoriti kwn2 aku semua punn mcm tuh . so tayah nak risau sangat lahh kan . chill2 sudah . haha . so , aku bermain-main dengan begitu suka hati nyaa bersama kawan-kawan aku . bila dia datang , cover kertas , tanya-tanya soklan cket then problem settled . takdelahh kantoi punn . kihkih . then , bila dah nak dekat 4 setengah , kuarkan kertas yang dah siap tuh , betulkan2 cket , buat2 buzy konon nak kejar masa , pas tuh dia pun ckp sape dah siap boleh hantar ye . takan aku plak nak jadi org first hantar kann ? obvious gila bangang aku nanti . then , aku pun sambung lah jimba2 gelak2 dengan dorg . pas tuh bila tgk dah ramai org hantar aku pun kemas2 barang , stapler paper , and there my report selamat dah nak mendarat kat tgn demo . 

Here's the best part . aku pun senyum , hantar paper tuh kat dia and terus sign out . masa aku nak sign out tuh lahh dia ckp . "Awak neyh nakal betul kann ? suka main-main saya tengok . Patutlahh siap lambat . cuba serius buat kerja . mesti kul 4 tadi dah siap ." kata beliau sambil tersenyum . wakaka . aku pun speechless tetber . malas nak soal jawab , aku capai tgn dia , salam , ambik barang terus keluar . and persoalan tuh terus bermain-main dalam otak aku . nakal ke aku ? haha . :)

Si Noty ,

Fitrah Ilyana .

BROKEN

ITS OVER . THAT'S IT

I'M DONE .

:'(

FACT #5

i love babies ! :)

This gonna be a short and packed one . Enjoy !

#1 Full name ?

Fitrah Ilyana binti Abd Halip . exactly as in IC .

#2 Current crush ?

Chester See . damn he's so cute i tell you !

#3 Addiction ?

Anything to do with Vanilla . yes everything please .

#4 How tall am i ?

2 months ago , 154cm . now you know how 'katik' i am . -.-"

#5 Relationship status ?

IC stated : BUJANG :)

#6 Girls i trust ?

First and foremost , Nirwana binti Mohd Rashid . my beloved mama . second would be Noor Amira Norizan and Fatin Mohamad Murtadza .

#7 Boys i trust ?

My AAFZ . only we know who they are to us kan Fatin kan Amy kann ? there are too . :)

#8 Current mood ?

Chaos .

#9 Favorite colour ?

Pink . all-time-favourite . orange and red can be considered as well . teehee

#10 Confession ?

Saya sayang roommate saya Emira Ezuna . but i never said that to her . i dont know why :(

#11 Who i miss ?

My heart : abah , mama , makcu , helmi and adik . My AAFZ tooo !

#12 Who i last hugged ?

My soulmate : Putri Hanisah binti Aman :')

#13 Who understands me ?

My twin : Zuraidah Mohammad a.k.a makcu tercintaa . ♥♥♥

#14 Someone who is always there for me ?

BFF : Siti Na'eimah Osman .

#15 Last text ?

I know i will survive , babe .

#16 What pissed me off lately ?

Final exam pressure .

#17 Who makes me laugh the most ?

The boobies : Putri , Farah , Fatin and Mimi ! :)

#18 Who i do the craziest stuff with ?

My lesbo partner : Nur Ayuni binti Nor Sobri .

#19 Who makes me smile ?

Who deserves to see my smile .

#20 What am i listening to ?

The One That Got Away - Tiffany Alvord and Chester See Cover . SUPERB !

#21 Turn ons ?

Go home !

#22 Turn offs ?

Tutorial and final exam :O

#23 Bestfriends ?

Every single name stated above .

#24 Second confess ?

I miss them so much . :")

#25 What i hate ?

People looking at me like i am an alien .

#26 Who's annoying ?

Myself . :D

Confess by ,

Fitrah Ilyana .