life is fair though .

babe , lame ta online ! pc org ta sembuh ag lar . mama , i need my pc ! plz , kol cine tuh ubatkan pc kite . mama slalu bz , ssh klu keep borrowing yours . plz ? pray ! pray ! through dis week , of cos lar mcm2 da happened kan . if not , then our life will be dull for sure . hepy . bahagia . sedih . kecewa . sket aty . insaf . smue ade . ha pg td kan , hina asenyer . kah2 . makcu lar . keta broke down depan hall skola . zahid nmpak . hahah . assembly dlm keta eh ? hee . ta pasal2 org kena tulis nme dgn KP ry nie mkcu . ta adil kan ? org da dtg awal da , tp kena gak tulis nme dtg lewat . salah ke org tggu mkcu smpy abah dtg . ta ptut btul kan KP tuh ? ta memahami ! bia la , Allah kan adil . Dia tau ape yg terbaek utk hambaNya . watever it is , sumpah klaka lar ry nie mkcu . makcu pun lmbat pg keje kan . hentam lar labu . gahah . tuday pun hepy gak sbb i realize i hv one more bes fwenz yg slame nie maybe aku da salah anggap dgn dye . so2 sorry hazi ! i ingat u ta ske i . honestly . dulu lar . but tuday , ternyata u're one of my great la babe . such a nice person . sharing partner . gud listener n of cos gud frenz . so , bes friends ? hee . syg kamoo lar hazi . thnx for every info n advice tuday . really make me realise da true fact in sumthings . dye mmg ta ley dipercayai . idk y i could let myself being lied with such dat kind of person . lame ! grr ! jgn harap i akan pcaye all his words nymore . go to hell ! ugh ! ha dis week i cm insaf sket laar . hee . taw nape ? sbb de satu incident in my class . ta pasal2 nme 4 ikram popular dis week . hahaha . but mmg da popular pun klas kitorg . cm cigu azlin ckp lar , " dlm byk2 klas , 4 ikram lar yg plg ssh na anta buku . " hahah . klaka btul . sory cg . fitrah ta anta ag latihan phy fitrah kt cigu . monday i'll send it oke . gee . ha pasal popular tuh kan ? kitorg kena tipu idup2 . ta sngke gler ! da girl dat i thought was nice , innocent was act not . she not even lied to us , but to principal , GPK 1 , HEM , our form tch , cg aniza n all da tchrs . wat act happened ? it was a long story to be telled . mlas lar na cite . things had happened . nw dye da pindah da pun . ta kesa lar ape pun , bt i learnt sumthing . b4 nie i ta pena terpkir pun na tipu cg smpy cm tuh skaly . plg jhat fitrah pun , stakat ta wat hw n fly klas jea lar kowt . tul tak ? ke jahat ag ? oke lar , slalu gak lar lnggar rulez skola . heh . normal lar tuh kan . ta kan na jd skema . ta adventure lar zman skola . hee . n satu ag , jgn kciwakan aty mak ayah kite . i can't imagine hw her dad's feeling when he knows 'bout dis past days . mst kcewa , sdey kan . i pray dat i will not make my parenz frustrated of me . mama , abah , kite syg mama abah ! kite janji , kite akan capai cita2 kita n make both of u proud of me . kite akan jd contoh terbaek utk abg n adek . kite sedar kite anak sulung . maybe kite ta ley jd sepandai afifah , but i'll try my best to prove to the world dat i can be wat i want to be . erm , wat else ? him ? oh god . i hate him truly . idk y . oke la fine . u pasan i ske u kan ? so wat ? diam2 jea lar . i ta ckp pun kan ? n u pun ta ske i kan ? i tau u ske org laen . oke da . settle masalah . i pun tade pape kaitan ngan u ag . ta ya la berat2 pale otak pk pasal i ag . lupakan jea . anggap bnda nie ta penah happened . nie tak . yg u nak memberontak tunjuk kat i yg u ta ske i apasal ? ello , i bukan doll oke . i bkan anak patung or teddy bear yg tade prasaan . i manusia ! i'm human ! ade aty dan prasaan ! i malu tau tak ! aty i sket ble u wat i cm pmpuan tade maruah ! ugh ! fine , klu u ta ske i , u na hate i terpulang . but ta payah na tnjuk to da whole world . fyi , dulu maybe i ade prasaan dgn u , but now maybe tak lagi . now i sedar , nie rupenya yg Allah na tunjukkan kat i . i'm sorry for everything . n i maafkan u . but i takan lupe seumur idup ape yg i dah lalui taon nie . oh god ! hw can i face him n her . plz give me sum ways ? i'm sure ak takan sepenuhnya ikhlas after dis . cool down fitrah . u kuat kan ? org penah ckp , jgn pilih utk bersama dgn org yg kite suka , sbb maybe org yg kte ske akan pegy tggalkan kita utk org yg dye cnta . sbaeknye , plihlah org yg ikhlas cntakan kte krana dye takan tggalkan kita utk org yg mnyukai dye . azrul said dat he'll be a great person in my life slamenyer . maybe i should think of it shouldn't i ? watever it is , cnta yg kekal abadi hanyalah cnta pada yg maha Esa . banji mashite .