SeKiLaS 2009 . . .

babe , 2009 will come to the end in a couple of hrs more . so nw , i'll sort out sum important things in my lyfe . enjoy !

FaMiLy

- additional members in ma fmily yg da smemangnya besar for dis year .
- baby haikal , april 2009 .
- baby ikhwan , ogos 2009 .
- dis two babies chumel had cherish our family . plus both my mom jge . wee .
- i love baby so i'm da happiest sister ! hahaa .
- abah , org tau org byk wat salah dgn abah . org mnta maaf . i'll try my best to change dat bad habits . thnx sbb sntiasa sokong org di saat org hmpir rebah . ur trust will bring me to the top . org janji !
- mama , through dis year , my sin towards u was so uncountable . org hampakan harapan mama utk jd yg terbaek . maybe dis year org gagal . but org akan cbe yg terbaek taon depan . org mntak ampun 4 everything .
- makcu , thnx 4 being da great aunt . u were such a great woman . prinsip idup makcu jd panduan utk org menghadapi dunia luar .
- helmi , i'm so sorry sbb slalu mrah2 ko . i juz want u to be the best . ko lelaki . ko yg pimpin family kte nty . plz think of dat . ak tau ko ta ske ak mrah2 ko kn ? so brubah plz .
- adek , awk nkal sgt dis year kn ? result awk pun jauh tnggal blakang . ayg tau awk kecik lg . but plz , jgn nkal2 . i know u cn get anything dat u want . tp ayg na ajar awk usaha sndri utk dpt seswatu sb dat will be da most appreciated moment .
- abg , assignment abg slalu org bwat kan ? hahaa . sorry sbb kdg2 ta reply msg abg . kedit org kn slalu kering . gee . n sorry gak sbb rhsia abg kdg2 terbabas kat kak sha . bkn sngaje but kak sha uh psiko sket . hahaa . i can't run away . n org ttp jaguh badminton ! wee . jgn mrah !

VaCaTioN

- kelantan , june 2009 . omg bes gler ! pegy dgn family abah . naek satu bas . rmai2 . happy2 . mandi laut smue . gahah . it was great ! fun sgt !

- langkawi , november 2009 . trip dgn fwens . present 9A's from skewl . hakhak . unforgettable memories . mcm2 happened . room blackout ! bkn skaly tp 4 kaly ! hahaa . ta pena tdow hotel bilik blackout . hahaa . then enjoy quality time wit my bes fwens . naeim , amy , fana . hahaa . bes ! bes !

- pangkor , disember 2009 . among all da vacation , this was the best ! wee . ;) . idk y tp i think i discover myself at here . i know what i really want in my life at here . then , aku berjaya panjat batu besar wlupun b4 nie tuh yg plg aku tkutkan . gee . then , naek bot , rounding2 pulau , mndy laut , naek kayak , tgk bulan tepi pantai mlm2 , tgk sunset . omg da moment is so perfect . one of my dream has become true . thnx for the great person yg sudi merealisasikan impian ak tuh . pangkor was the best vacation ever ! and i'll not forget this vacation lifetime !

FwEnShiP

- dis year , i do love my fwenship ! it was great !
- i learn da real meaning of fwenship .
- qis , u're great lady . understanding , clever n caring . ilysm babe !
- naeimah , thnx 4 owes being there . through sad n happy .
- syifa , u know da real meaning of the tears .
- fieqah , even we're not in da same skewl , but we share the same soul . thnx syg !
- busuk , ta sngka kte ley rapat dis year kn ? u're one of my great woman . ily busuk !
- hazi , ak syang ko lar weyh !
- amy , ak takan lupe inncident blackout kte kat langkawi . hee . thnx sbb sudi jd kwn aku .
- fana , kekalutan ko menghiburkan aku . hahaa . ko chumel sgt !
- hawa , ma syg awe !
- man , thnx sbb sudi jd pendengar setia ak .
- miza , kecomelan ko menenangkan aty ak .
- farah , u're nice person .
- ayuni , ko kwn ak yg gile ! kte satu kepala . thnx sbb sudi jd kawan ak wat kerja gila .
- to all my other fwens yg ak ta sebut , bkn korg ta spesyel . every single person yg hadir dlm diri ak had coloured my life . korg smue telah mematangkan aku , menceriakan idup aku , dan mengajar aku bagaimana utk jd seorang yg bergelar INSAN . thnx a lot guyz ! u're appreciated here . sorry 4 every single mistakes dat i've did throughout dis year !

LoVe

- love was getting more complicated .
- i met many guys dis year .
- but , ak ta pena kenal apa itu 'KAPEL' or da status of 'IN RELATIONSHIP' .
- yes , maybe prasaan suka tuh ada . but ak percaya itu bukan CINTA .
- pepel can say wtv they want but for me dat was only a normal feeling of a girl .
- sbb sumtymes aku hepy dgn dunia yg ak cipta sndiri .
- and sumtymes aku benci dgn dunia tuh sbb aku rase ak BODOH utk menyukai org yg sebenarnya tade prasaan pun kat aku . tuh mmemalukan diri sendiri . n dat's wat i did dis year .
- yup , aku ada terjebak dgn insan yg bernama LELAKI .
- tp jujurnya , ak tak jumpa kegembiraan yang sebenarnya . yg ada hanya kesaketan dan kekecewaan . pointless . useless .
- but guys , wlupun korg bukan utk aku , but aku tetap bersyukur sbb korg telah mematangkan aku dan mengajar aku erti ketabahan dan nilai setitis air mata itu . thnx a lot .
- and now , i guess i'm ready to commit with the status : 'IN RELATIONSHIP'

sTuDy + sKewL

- dis year , duniaku di bumi shams terletak di 4 ikram .
- there , aku menimba ilmu , berkongsi pahit manis dgn all my fwens , kena mrah , exam , denda , gelak , nanges , lari-lari , smue dlm klas tuh .
- kkwn2 ak mmg happening gler + sporting abes .
- aku takan lupe smue tuh .
- my study , so far it getting better from time to time .
- i could catch up wit da syllabus even sumtymes aku cm org gila ke sana ke mari manage everything .
- result pun maintain2 jea even kdg2 ada turun naek gak . adat la tuh .
- kelas awal2 dulu jrg fly . but akhir2 nie slalu sgt fly sbb kejar dateline majalah . yes aku budak redaksi . aku librarian plak tuh . huh . gler la .
- tugas luar mmg sgt byk . but tuh da amanah utk aku . so , ak kena gak lksanakan everything wlupun mmg penat gler na mty .
- tp aku tetap try ta skip klas . tp kdg2 terbabas gak lar . gee . sorry cegu .
- to all teachers , thnx sbb sabar dgn prangai kte .
- cg isa , sorry sbb sllu tdow dlm klas cg .
- cg fatimah , honestly , sy tkowt dgn cg . tp sy ttp degil kn ? sorry !
- cg mazlan , 'CIKGU AKU' . hahaa . cg sy ske blaja dgn cg . BM sy dpt A . yea !
- tch punitha , ur class was great ! tp sy sllu ta wat practice tch . but the death class was da best !
- cg rashidah , sy ske klas mate mode tch ! sy ta pena skip klas tch ! hehe .
- cg jamilah , finally add mate sy dapt A gak . tenkiu tch !
- tch zai , tch mcm mak sy ! u understands me as well . ilysm tch . sorry sbb chemistry final org down sket . promise ta wat agy !
- tch azlin , sorry sbb sllu lmbt anta buku latihan physics .
- cg aniza , sy sllu fly klas bio kn ? sbb tuh bio sy B . hahaa . sorry tch . ta wat agy .
- cg fatin , thnx sbb percaya kebolehan sy .
- ustzh hasnah , syariah sy sllu B . sbb sy sllu ta dgr ustzh ckp . gee . sorry .
- ustzh fida , 3 bulan ustzh kt skola wat ktorg heppy sgt . trima kasih .
- ustzh asmah , GPK HEM ktorg yg plg menggerunkan . sy ingt agy ustzh mrh sy sbb naek tngga pejabat . gee . sy degil kn ?
- ust zaini , arab sy pena dpt C . once in a lifetime ! teruk betul . tp skaly jea kn ? lpas tuh sy dpt 4B blek . kn ? kn ? hehe .
- cg hamzani , thnx sbb sllu leter2 kat sy . at least sy da sedar tnggungjwb sy . hee .
- cg wan , bebelan cg kt ktorg akhirnya mmbuahkan hasil . ktorg brjaya siapkan mjalah ! wee .
- to all cegu2 n makcik2 pakcik2 kt skola , sorry klw de wat slah n thnx 4 everything .

SuCcEsS

- akhirnya cbaran one guy tlah aku lunaskan . aku berjaya jd 'best student PMR 08' . "ayg , mama nak sgt tgk nama ayg kat papan uh nty." mama , impian mama utk tgk nme kte dekat board best student tuh akhirnya berjaya kte capai . berkat doa semua insan .
- ak berjaya masuk ke peringkat kebangsaan 'National Science Challenge 09' . penghargaan yg plg besar buat aku . ktorg berkampung di USM selama sminggu . wlupun kalah , tp i'd learnt so many valuable things . fifah , syahmi , tch zai , thnx sbb sabar layan kerenah sy .
- team netball kelas , even kte kalah tp we're still da best kn ? hehe .
- then , mid year , i manage to get 2nd place in batch . not bad though ryte ? yea memuaskan wlupun i still couldn't beat fifah yet . hahaa .
- finally , ak dpt anugerah 'Librarian Paling Berdedikasi' . hahaa . it was the great feeling . wlupun ak ta hrap segala tenaga yg ak salurkan itu dibalas sebegitu . but , Alhamdulillah .

CoNFLicT

- tipulah klw idup sntiasa hepy jea ryte .
- as a teen , conflict was normal .
- so many conflicts in my life dis year but i juz tell yg important2 jea oke .
- conflict in study , i hate myself sbb ta ley beat fifah . until one point , ak cm da ta mmpu na handle smue tuh . my family keep hoping dat i can beat her . evrything yg aku bwat smue ta jd . smue ta kena . for them , fifa was da best . n i'm nothing . but then , i realize sumthing . she's just a challenge for me utk usaha dgn lbih kuat ag utk berjaya . mama ckp jgn hiraukan ape org laen nak ckp . i'm competing myself to get the success . then i'll try to find myself . n did a come back . as a result , final exam ak is far better than before . thnx guys yg ta penah henti2 bg support kt ak .
- then librarian matter . ak pun da hmpir lupa da pasal nie . ak da maafkan dat guy . yg malukan ak . tengking2 aku depan org mcm salah tuh salah aku instead dat was clearly his fault . dat time , cg pun cm slahkan aku . tensyen sgt2 . crying heavily gler . ak ponteng skola 2 ary . i couldn't face the pepel at skewl . malu sgt2 . ase cm dunia nie ta adil lngsung . but then the truth berpihak pada aku . ak bersyukur sgt sbb akhirnya Allah tunjukkan jalan buat aku . thnx boy sbb ajar aku erti sabar , tabah n jgn putus asa .
- conflict dgn kwn . byasela . kdg2 kte terlepas pndang . maybe bnda tuh salah kte bt kte ase tuh slah org . lumrah la tuh kan . dlm fwenship , tade yg smuenye sweet jea . jlan klw lurus jea , bosan kn ? liku2 idup tuh la yg mmatangkan kte sbenarnya . so bersyukur dgn ape yg tlah Allah tetapkan utk kte slame nie . sbb itu adalah yg terbaek utk hamba-hambaNya .

ByE ByE 2009!

WeLcOmE 2010!