those words .

babe ,

idk wat to say .

i'm gettin' more hectic lately .

wit the same burden of course .

n i know dat it will getting even more busier later on .

n it will stop a while after da SPM .

sumtymes the pressure can't be handled anymore .

now i'm back from chemistry and physics class .

about to do my homework meanwhile still thinking whether i will or not .

currently worrying 'bout our focused assembly and oral english .

wat if i make mistakes up there ?

wat if i do the wrong action n it will be obviously seen ?

wat if i forget my lyrics ?

wat if i forget my script ?

wat if i make myself being so stupid in front of pepel there ?

wat if pepel become annoying when looking at me ?

omg , there's too many things to be worried of .

wat if , wat if and wat if .

the questions dat will never be switch off from my integrating centre .

dat will be the best things to happen if i could make the neurones of all this collapsed .

so that i will never thinking of wat pepel said 'bout me .

and i can be myself or watever i want to be .

haish . the life is so hard to think about .

will i survive ?

perhaps . yes girl ! u can !

enough now !

wake up !