Monday, December 5, 2011

ROLLING DICE


Babe . what actually happen to me right now ? or precisely should i say at this moment ? gahhhh . i'm not saying that i hate myself . yes i mean it . i do love this piece of mine . i just wish that i could appreciate myself a little bit more . i wish that i had some self-confidence to stand on this world . i want to be happy with the way that i look . i'm done feeling like i will never be good enough for anyone . i'm done feeling ugly . i'm done living up to pepels expectations . i'm done being judged by the society . i know i'm not perfect . who's else perfect than Him up there , aite ? but just once , i want to feel good about myself . just once i want to stop feeling like a worthless piece of shit .

P/S : I need you right now . that's all .

Rebah ,
Fitrah Ilyana .

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