i'M BaCk!!!

oit babe!!!

omg rndunyer na blogging!!!
hahah..
ta tau nape,,
b4 nie mlas gler na blogging ouh..
bt ary nie tergerak lak na blogging..
hahah..many things happened since last day b4...
bt ta mau ingt2 ag da...
became history as well...
now,,,open new door,,,
starts new lyfe..
forgot everything b4!!
hepy2 alwayz k!!
chaiyok dear!!

appreciating,,,

qis,,,

u've always by my side,,,

no matter wat happened,,,

u've be a very good listener...

can't imagine my life without you..

i can live without a man,,,

but siyesli i can't live without a bff like you...

<333>

babe...

~ SuRaYa BaLqiS HiShaMuDiN ~

LyFe iS jUsT LiKe a WhEeL...

idup mmg mcm sebuah roda...
kdg2 kte kat atas,,,
kdg2 kte kat bwah...
satu masa dlu,,,
ak ta pnah prcaye pada kata-kata nie...
tp bru skarang ak pham,,,
how it feels when kte brade di bwah...
mungkin minggu lepas aku bley tertawa gembira,,,
but now,,,
ak ta tau,,,
ble lagi saatnye ak mampu untuk mengukir segaris senyuman lagi...
org slalu ckp,,,
the feel of losing sumone that we love is realy2 hard..
but i never feel dat kind of feeling,,,
until,,,
Allah uji ak buat kesekian kalinya...
dua insan yg pling ak syg pergi dari idup ak dgn cara yg btul2 ak ta jangka...

nurafieqah amiera...
ak knal dye sjak kali pertama ak mnjejakkan kaki di bumi SHAMS..
dye la owg pertama yg tegur ak di kelas 1 ikhlas...
masa merapatkan hubungan kitowg..
hbungan yg menginjak ke taon ke-4 nie finally mmrlukan pngorbanan yg bkan sikit..
mungkin ini pengorbanan yg mnguji kkuatan hbungan ini..
hnya ak yg susa sgt ingin mnerima prubahan nie..
sbb dis change terlalu mndadak..
i dun hv any preparation at all..
ak tau dye ade mohon sbp tuh..
and ak pun tau dye dpt offer second intake scn muar..
but i dun expect she'll accept dat offer..
mungkin nie nilai fwenship yg ak agungkan,,,
dye lngsung ta bgtau ak yg dye decide na pg..
ak tau pun dri naeimah...
knape dye ta bgtau ak dye na pnda??
ape dye rase fwenship nie tade nilai da ke??
ak sdey sgt,,
ak terkilan gler..
smpy aty dye ta bgtau ak...
maybe dye ta nak ak sdey..
tp bg ak,,
dats not da reasonable reason!!
by hook or by crook,,
dye mst bgtau ak..
ak brhak tau,,
sbb dye bes fwen ak..
once dlu,,,
ktowg berempat pnah jnji,,
"we'll stay together until SPM"...
tp jnji hanya tggal jnji..
da itu plihan dye,,
we can't do anything..
ak hnya ley support her decision n mendoakan dye..
wlupown ini yg ak trime,,
tp ko ttp shabat ak dunia akhirat..
byk memori yg kita cptakan bersama..
hnya itu yg tggal sbgai bkalan ak..
thnx 4 everything..
moga ko sukses di sne..
mmg ini yg ko idam2kan slame nie kan??
bergelar plajar 'sains'...
now u got wat u want..
jgn sia2kan pluang nie k..
<333>

satu ag beban yg menghempap ak ary nie,,
juga sgt sukar utk ak mnghadapinya..
sikit masa dahulu,,,
ak pnah mnghdapinya..
tp ta steruk skrg..
owg yg ak syg,,
owg yg ak cnta,,
owg yg mndiami sdut teristimewa di aty ak,,
owg yg ta pnah ak jngka akan mninggalkan ak,,
juga telah pergi menjarakkan diri..
sjujurnyer,,
ak mmg sdey..
terlmpau sdey..
tnpa dpt ak ekspresikan keperitan itu melalui kata2..
tp ape yg bley ak lakukan??
da itu plihan mereka..
ak tiade hak utk mlarang..
ak bkn sape2..
bkn sape2 utk difikirkan,,
bkn sape2 utk dipatuhi sgala khendaknya,,
walaupun,,
jauh di sudut aty,,
ak tidak merelakan kepergiannya..
mungkin owg akan kata ak ptgkan diri sendiri,,
egois,,
tp itu yg ak rase dan ak perlu jujur dgn prasaan ak..
mungkin tade sape yg akan fham gejolak rasa yg ak hadapi..
persepsi owg laen mkin menganggap ini sbg hal remeh..
tp tidak bg ak..
ingin skaly ak menjerit maluahkan suara aty yg mronta2..
"tolong jgn tgalkan yana buat kesekian kalinya."
tp ak ta mampu mnghlang cita-cita owg laen..
prgilah engkau terbang..
mngejar cita-citamu..
ak akan sntiasa mnantimu di sini..
tp ak mhon,,
kmbalilah kpdku smula..
mkin owg ingat ak tbah,,
nmun hkikatnyer aku lbey lemah dr ape yg owg sngkekan..
ak hnya brpura-pura tabah..
hnya Allah saje yg tau btapa peritnya aty mnerima brita bahawa ak hrus khilangan dua insan yg sgt ak sayangi SEKALIGUS..
seakan-akan dunia telah berhenti berputar..
btapa robeknye aty,,
ble dye seakan2 ta memahami ape yg ak rase saat dan ketika ini..
syg,,
ak relakan kpergianmu,,,
ak tiada hak utk mlarangmu mnggapai cita-cita..
mskipun ak mnjadi lilin yg mmbkar dri hnya utk memberi cahaya,,,
ak rela...
asal kau pun turut bahagia..

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
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Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama

Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
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Ku harungi hari demi hari
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Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
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Kehilanganmu

Kasih tercari-cari

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Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

update! update! ;))

babe,,,

ak ta jd transfer sbpi jempol..

ak syg skola..wah!!hahahah..yeke??

act ak mmg ta nk pnda pown..

biala ak trus hbiskan SPM ak kt cnie..

skola ak skunk pown sgt okay 4 me..

honestly,,

ak mmg hepy kat cnie..

even rse terkongkong n rimas tuh adalah cket..

gler open doe..hahah..

bkn ape,,

ak kan jenis yg ske free..

x ske diarah2 owg..

tp tau2 je ah KP kt skewl ak cmne..

smue x ley wat..

skema gler nk maty..

sorry to say!!i'm not dat type..

ak bkn gurl yg terikat dgn praturan sebegitu..

ak dgn dunia ak..

ak wat ape yg ak ske..

as long as ape yg ak wat tuh not beyond da stage lar..

tp begar tuh mmg da sebati ngan dunia ak..

so,,,

konklusinya di sini,,,

ak ta mau pg sbp sb ak ta nak terikat dgn rulez yg mrepek2 tuh..hahah

ok x reason ak?hak2..

second!!sbb ak ta mau tnggalkan owg2 yg plg ak syg kt skola..

WALAUPUN..sue bgai nk rak pjuk ak g jempol..

hee..

so,,sng cter,,,bye! bye! jempol..

perjuanganku di SHAMS msih blum berakhir..

lately,,,

bz gler ngan omework..

tnggi hw klah klcc..

every nyte,,

ak tdo 2,3 pagi..

juz nak siapkan hw..

lucky me,,

ak jrg ngantuk tyme blaja..

except for psi,,,bm,,,

math tuh kdg2 jea ah..

klu period after recess tghari mmg gler ngantuk ah..

ta kre ape sbj pown..

mata x ley bkak da..

hahahah..

tp stakat nie,,

slewat mne pun ak tdo,,

hw ak ttp ta pnah fully accomplished..

sbb??

ntah..ak pun ta tau..hahahah..gler!

jgn nty ak kna dnda suda r..

oh god!!! pray 4 not!!

btw,,,

skunk ak da tusyen..

chemist..hee..

how??

bes gler..

dpt experience bru..

mklumla,,

da 3 taon ta pnah tusyen...

suasana learning yg bru..

fwenz bru..

athirah of course..

she's cute u know!!hahahah..

ad gak fwenz lme..

fared da shy one,,,

amer da heboh one,,

timah da bes gurl,,

hazim da yellow one,,

n nabel,,

old fwenz one..

haha..

x sngka jupe dye kat stu..

ape ag erk??

ta tau da..

otak kering act..

pasal ape??

dat lucky guy??

ta mau cter pasal dye!!

klu cter pun dye bkn nk ngaku tuh dye..

gpown dye da bhagia wit his gurl..

ta mau kacau ah..

perhaps we remain as bez fwenz only...

like wat he alwayz told me..

mrajuk ah!!

finished!!

full stop!!

gtg,,,

take care,,,

daa~~

<333>

;))

aKu Da gLeR kE??

babe,,,

wat happened to me??

ntah ah,,

otak ak semcm jea..

kdg2 ak hepy...

kdg2 ak sdey..

i dun even know my feeling ryte now..

ntah ah..

maybe i'm in love??

tp xkan dgn bes fwen ak sndri??

tp ta kowt??

but i'm jelez if he doesn't reply my msj..

forgotten me!!

argh!!so hard when it comes to feeling2 nie..

i dun want to ruin my fwenship..

i dun even ask him about his feelings towards me..

he already has mia..

sbb 2 ak ta mau tnye..

qis suh ak tnye..

naeimah pun suh ak tnye..

tp ak tkut..

tkut nty ak blek yg kciwa..

i know,,

ak ta ley lari dri msalah..

tp tape ah..

biakan dlu..

let it go with da flow..

ade mase yg seswai ak akan tnye..

wait till i'm ready enough..

to be rejected esp..

hahahah..

qis ade prob,,,

amey kat mrsm serting..

she realy2 hope to study in da same earth with amey..

ak pun tmpang hepy klu dye hepy..

unfortunately,,,

dye dpt mrsm kuantan..

pity of her..

shocked gler lar..

dye da hepy2 da..

dye cnfident dye dpt stu mktab ngan amey..

las2 cnie plak jdnyer...

i'm sure she damn down to earth now..

n 4 sure ryte now she really need amey by her side..

2 give fully support..

tp at this tyme gak lar,,,

hp mamat bertuah tuh kna rmpas..

siannyer kwn ak!!

tp tape,,

ak ykin she's a strong gurl..

dye x cm ak..

ak nie cengeng!!

dye pasti dpt survive kat sne..

dye ley mnx tkar ke serting after dat..

chaiyok qis!!

dun forget,,

i'm alwayz ryte here beside u..

all da tyme!!

k la,,

tade mende ag na cter..

ha,,

bsar kmngkinan,,

ak ta pegy jempol..

x mau tgalkan kwn2 ak n dat guy..

hee..

but still in thinking process..

nty2 ak cte ah..

daa~~

bUmPeR iSsUe!!

since i've never blogging since 3 weeks ago,,,
dis is everything 'bout the whole 3 weeks!!!
enjoy reading as well!!

FiRsT DaY oF Ma SkEwL...

wow!!!clisye title..

huk2..

nothing happened really..

pagi tue bgn awl,,,

excited nk pkai bju baru n everything new la..

byasela,,

pink is da priority!!

everything is pink...

hak2..

excited gler doe mau jmpe kwn2 blek..

ehee,,,

nothing interesting sgt than that..

juz harung orientation weeks dgn jayanya..

wlupown muak dgr ceramah tiap2 ary..

sorry ckgu!!mmg hate gler dgr cramah..

tp at least ak da ade hala tuju..

pediatrician,,,

here i comes!!hak2.

pe ak mrepek nieyh??

mY cLaSs 2009...

byase lar,,

after orientation mst lar msuk klas baru kan??

ag la sdey part nieyh,,,

ak wat drama hndustan tyme nie...

from earlier ag ak da tau dak straight a's stu klas,,,

2 yg x bes tuh..

ak tau syifa' mst terasa...

dye kna psah ngan ak...

ak nekad ak kna jd kuat 4 her,,,

at da tyme ckgu announce klas,,,

ak tau ak msuk 4 scn 1...4 ikram..

ngan naeimah n fieqah lar..

ak da start sdey da,,,

kna psah la katekan..

syifa' msuk 4 scn 3...4 ikhlas..

glad gak lar sbb blah klas ak..

ak positivekan dri n tgk syifa' da ok,,,

ak pown mlangkah ke klas ngan azam bru...

tp smangat ak mrudum cm jtuh dri gnung everest after dat...

ak rse cm terasing sgt ble msuk klas,,

fieqah n naeimah da ad tmpat smue...

da start lar ak feel semcm...

lpas tuh syifa lak jmpe ak...

bnteng ak mmg rboh lar...

ak down gler...

truk gak ak ngs tyme tuh...

ak tkut ak x dpt survive kat klas tuh...

pressure tnggi,,,

persaingan sengit,,

expectations high,,,

2 smue lar...

tp at last,,,ak okay gak lar...

lpas syifa pjuk smue...

hee,,,lmah btul ak kan??

and dpt support from sue and 'him' also...

hee...x sngka dye nmpk ak ngs...

so caring la you...

thnx so much...

love u la babe!!!hee...

all my fwenz who support me esp sue,,

million thnx!!

cyunk kamoo lbey!!

moga2 bhagia ngan amey hngga ke jinjang plamin..hee..

da mle mraban mne ntah!

bZ gLeR sEnGaL DoE!!

then ak da start bz wit tons of omework!!!

mcm klcc omework ak everyday lol...

tdo kul 2,,3,, pagi...

mte pown da ade cincin!!hahahah..

kdg2 rse cm nk give up...

tp cpt2 motivate dri..

brpntang maut sblum ajal..hak2..

nseb baek dis boy teman!!

tp dye slalu tdo dlu..

gramnyer!!

but its oke,,,

x mrah dye pown..

juz geram jerk..

ehee...

CoNFuSeD???

yupz!!ak ngah confused ryte now...

know y??

sbb otak n aty nk confused lar..

ehee...

no lar,,

eksyeli ary nie result SBP da kuar..

ak mlas nk tgk sbb ak target ak mmg x dpt...

tp byase la,,,

lumrah aty ade keinginan nak tau kan??

ak pown bkak lar,,,

u know wat?!

ak dpt sbpi jempol,,,

integrasi jempol...

tp 2 la pasal...

ble da tau mle la prasaan confused 2 dtg...

nk pg ke tak nak??

sue suruh ak pg,,,

she put her hope on me...

really hope dat i'll go...

she count on me..

ntahla..

ak pown x sure nk g ke x...

jas suh ak pkir baek2...

dat 'guy' x tau ag...

sian dye,,,

tp ak x smpy aty nk gtau dye...

td ak suh dye kol ak pown,,,

sbb nk gtau pasal tuh..

tp nseb baek dye x kol..

i'm not ready yet...

ak tkut dye sdey..

n ak x nk pisah ngan dye...

same goes to 3 kwn2 baek ak..

ak pown x smpy aty nk gtau dowg..

ktowg da janji nk stay smpy SPM..

nty la,,

ak tggu mse yg seswai..

smpy ble nk sorok kan??

sue jerk yg tau pasal nie at the time being...

mama abah x pksa ak pg...

haish ak bnci mmilih!!!!

xpe2 cool down babe...

nty ak pkir2kan dlu pasal bnda nie..

ehee,,

gpown dftar lmbt ag..

10 feb 09...

lmbt?!!!

oh gosh!!

DaT LuCkY dEaR GuY??

x mau cter pjg2..

nty owg dpt detect sape..

ehee,,,

he's so special,,

he made me feel perfect with him,,,

he accept me as who i am,,,

never complaining me,,,

understand every single of me,,,

always there beside me,,,

everytime!!

he say me CUTE!!

wan thing that no one ever say it to me,,,

he called me yana!!

hak2...cute little name maybe??

syg ke tak kat dye??

of course la syg...

syg sgt2 tau!!!

he's very2 caring...

gler mty nyer caring lar...

dats y ak syg dye...hahaha..

he alwayz make me smiling,,,

make me laughing,,,

make me smiling,,,

kdg2 make me geram ble dye tdo awal,,,

kte nk teman ak wat omework,,,

tp skejap jerk,,,

lpas tuh dye wat ak smile again,,,

dats him,,,

SYG YANA??

ntahla dye,,,

ak pown x tau,,,

klu dye bce,,,

dye tau yg ini adalah dye,,,

he said once,,,

'dye sowg yg ley pgl ak yana'

hahaha,,,

love u too la babe...

tp ktowg x kapel tau!!!

hahaha...

ape ag nk cter eh??

ntahla,,,

kowt ade ag,,,

next entry ak cter..

da pnat perah otak mngarang ayat..

ehee..

ary tuh ak tertarik naeimah's chair...

sian dye jtuh..

ehee,,,

sory syg!!

moga ketemu di lain entry...

aishiteru guyz!!

daa~

NeW yEaR...bYe! bYe! 2008

hye babe...

idk wat i'm going to say ryte now...

but since today is new year,,,

i want to immortalize dis date in ma blog...

1 JANUARY 2009...

gudbye 2008!!

gudbye all da hatred memories...

i want to start everything new...

so,,,

here's my 'azam' for 2009...

idk whether i can real it all..

but,,,

i know i can try!!

1. no tinggal2 solat!!!a little bit realize i think??ehee..

2. no B!!!i hv to study real hard...no honeymoon years!!ahah..

3. dare to take every risk in ma life!!!no negative2!!!will alwayz positive now!!ak brany!!

4. pandai masak!!means??i kena rajin turun dapur la...uhuh..

5. rajin2 senaman!!i'm getting chubby..oh gosh!!

6. maintain my shape..ahaha bley ke??

7. keep smiling!!buang bad mood,,,cengeng,,,n hot-tempered..nty cpt tua doe!!x mau!!

8. rajin2 kan diri pegi ko-ko...ko-ko marks kna naek..ak x nk pegi PLKN!!

9. kna pkai softlan byk2...ak nie ganaz!!ahahaha..

10. tak nak wat owg nangeh ag la...esp mama,,abah,,n all my bes fwen also..x bes!!dosa!!

11. tak nak melawan ckp mama abah...nty ALLAH marah!!

12. be a good sister...good example to adek2kuh yg noty teramat!!

13. pose settle by March!!pose nazar 4 ary...pose ganti 5 ary...huh...

14. get a boyfriend...ahahahah mrepek! mrepek!

i think dis only kowt??

erm its okay..

if i have one later,,,

i'll add-on..

cm pizza hut la plak..;)

daaaaaa~~

- i'm a new person -

Ma PmR PaSsEd WiTh FLyiNg CoLoUr!!!

hye babe!!!
hepy!hepy!hepy!
finally,,,
PMR result had gave its sunshine..
to me especially!!!!
guess wat i get???

9A's iN Ma HaNd LoL!!!!

i'm hepy and very satisfied with ma result...
i'd made everyone who's loving me proud of me n myself!!
i promise to myself,,,
no B for da future!!
dis is juz da beginning...
so many challenges wait for me in front there..
so,,,
lets rock da world!!!!!!!
u're da great gurl babe!!

- so satisfied!! -

aLL Da WaY tO CaMeRoN + ReSuLt

hye babe...
juz a short entry here..
two things important...
hepy vs nervous...
i'm going to cameron tomorrow...
until tuesday..
the date of 30 dec 2008..
the day where the PMR result is announced...
the nerves come like hell you know...
like da world is going to be end..
watever it is,,,
i have to go through it...
i have to face da fact,,,da reality...
whether it is good or jerk..
so,,,
da conclusion is...
enjoy the hols i think??
bcause my result is already there..
only me who dun know it yet...
huh!okay be right here after da hols!!
will tell u later about my vacation n my result also...
daa~

- my nerves getting hardcore -

tHe jEaLoUs FeEL aLsO cOmE sUmTyMeS...

hye babe...
y dis kind of feeling should come to my lyfe??
me also dun know..
sumtymes i want to be like other people..
to love and to be loved..
but,,,
i never feel all dat kind of things...
all my love story is same...
juz love without being loved...
no reply!!
n because of dat i hate to fall in love...
eventhough i want to fall in love..
maybe the time hasn't come yet..
maybe dis is da instict of a teenager's lyfe...
a girl like me,,,
i admit dat fact...
but if i get enough love from mama and abah,,,
i will not hoping to get some love from another people who called 'MAN'..
i dun know wat is the causes...
but the most important things here is,,,
i'm jealous ryte now!!

- jealous lyke hell -

iS iT LOVE???

hye babe...
so long since the last one..
nothing interesting to talk about...
dats why i am not around..hee..
erm,,PMR result will be announced on 30 dec 2008...
hope will pass with flying colours..
9A's like wat i'm always dreaming...
juz pray 4 me ya..
all ur prayers will be appreciated..
guess!where am i at dat tyme??
i'm at cameron!!
a little bit frustrated coz i want to meet all my fwenz..
but wat can i do..
maybe there's sumthing behind all this..
okay back to the topic!!
y i'm saying like that??
i'm fallin in love again??
i dun know...
but maybe sumone has opened my heart again...
dat guy,,,
he helped me to take my bro's toy in the drain..
he showed his gentleness...
maybe bcoz of dat i admire him..
but,,,
i dun know everything about him..
i say thank you and juz go without saying anything...
he reply by 'you're welcome' and also go juz like that..
sumtymes i regretted..
y i dun continue the conversation..
but,,,
yea only Allah knows the best for me right??
i heard all his fwenz call him 'pat'..
stand for wat??
herm,i dun know..
now i juz go with da flow...
k,,,tata!!

- confused sumtymes -

If u love someone so deeply,,,
let him go...
if he comes back to u,,,
he's yours,,,
forever to hold...
but if he doesn't,,,
then u should know that he was never meant to be yours at all...

sTaR iS tHe gReaT CoMPaNy...

hye babe...
how are you??
i'm alright...
i'm still myself...
nothing changed...hua2..
since i dun want to talk about him anymore,,,
i want to talk about star...
one of da Allah's creatures dat is very beautiful...
very special also...
i'm alwayz hears people say,,,
"if u are lonely in da middle of da nyte,,,
try looking at the same star at the sky..."
now i realise why...
because,,,
star is the greatest company...
they alwayz staying there,,,
looking at everyone of us...
they are such a loyal creature...
although sumtymes they are hiding behind the clouds,,,
but,,,
they will appear again after da cloud faded...
in spite of they juz use a little bit of sunlight,,,
but they still there,,,
shining and always shining...
whenever we want to share sumthing,,,
whether it is happy or sad,,,
they alwayz want to hear...
hearing,,,and keep hearing until we finished...
they never get bored...
i know,,,
they cannot solve our problem,,,
but,,,
they can be our friends,,,
they can be our company,,,
and they can help us to smile again...
because looking at them will make us feeling calm...
so thats y i said star is the great company...
tata!!!

- discover sumthing -

sLaMaT aRy RaYe AiDiLaDHa...

hye babe...
ak rse x terlmbat kowt nk ucap slamat ary raye kan...
wlupown da 3 ary brlalu...hik2..
ak blik kg ary sbtu ptg..
after mkcu ak blik keje...
ary ahad 2 atuk ak wat lemang...
byase la,,
fmily ak x sah kowt x wat lemang n ngacau dodol...
hehe..tp bes tau...
dpt rse suasana raye 2 cket...
first2 ngacau,,,
abg2 ak smue smangat abis trun pdang...
tp da last2...
tgal atuk ak,,,
pak long ak,,
n pak cik jep...
hahaha sian ak nengok...
ak plak??
first2 ak siap nasi nk mkn...
lpas 2 ak chow la....
ngan cousin2 ak...hak2..
ktowg asyk kna bsuh pnggan...
mne than doe...hahaha...
ha!dayah rmbut da lurus siowt...
cun abis minah tue...
bru nk msuk form 1..
klah ak ngan ikin...huk2...
tp ktowg maintain gak...
ktowg tdo lmbt mlm raye 2...
pg raye ktowg da bgn lmbt...
kan ujan...
sejuk,,,,
lg la x reti nk bgn...
ape da kelam kabut bgn nk gsok bju...
abg2 tue da la nk pg smayang raye...
hahaha ble tgk blik pg raye 2 bes sgt...
nk gelak pown ade...
fmily mak long ak da x yah rsau...
sbb da gsok bju awl2...
ak gsok bju dlu...
gsok skaly la bju fmily ak...
ak kan baek..hahaha...
anak mithali!!prasan!!
lpas 2 dayah gsok bju dye n along...
tp ntah cne gsok bju ntah minah 2..
x licin..along eh dah bsing...
ak tlg la gsok blik...
abg azrul ag sempoi...
bju x yah gsok pown...
tp abg zizi x...
mamat 2 asyk nk maintain stylo jerk...
bju dye mak ngah ak gsok la...
tp yg plg klaka sbb da lmbat,,,
abg tapa pg smayang raye pkai t-shirt jerk...
sbb x smpat nk gsok bju...
hehehe..
abg putra lngsung x pg smayang raye...
lg truk,,,
mlas nk bgn sbb2 la...hehe...
2 la knangan pg raye kan...
blik air pown brebut2...
ak mndi lmbt gak..
after mamat2 bertuah tue suda mndi..
ak x g smayang raye pown...
lpas tue ak tlg siapkan bekfes...
menu yg laen drpd ary2 byase la pastinyer...
ad lemang,,,
ktupat,,,
rendang,,,
lontong,,,
kek,,,
mcm2 ag la...
hik2...tp ary tue x g maner2 pown...
sbb ujan...
xde mood nk kuar...
owg yg rmai dtg umah nenek...
fmily kakak nenek...
dpt gak la ak jmpe owg yg ak x pnah jmpe b4 nie...
ptg tue ktowg lepak2 la smbil brak2...
atuk nenek ak mle la bkak ksah lme...
tyme anak2 dowg mude2 dlu...
mcm2 ksah ak dgr...
hahaha klaka sgt...
atuk ngan nenek ak kawen tyme umor 19 taon...
mude sgt ag kan??
bg kite...
tp bg dowg mmg da ptot kawen...
so ksimpulannyer,,,
dlu n skarang laen sgt...
so owg x ley nk bndingkan rmaja zman dlu n rmaja zman skarang...
sbb zman da brubah...
hahaha pe ak mrepek nie??
ha dgr cter result kuar 26 hb...
cuak abes doe...
tp ape ley wat kan..
trime jer la...
erm 19 smpy 21 nie,,,
fmily abah ak nk wat gathering kat PD..
so bes gilak sih!!!
x sbarnyer....
27hb plak nk g cameron...
2 brgntung pd result...
kowt result ak bes,,,
mst hols 2 plg brmkne...
hehe..da pnjang sgt nie...
tata!!!

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perfume and watch!!

hye babe...

ary nie ak x nak tlis pnjang2..

pnat owg nk bce kan...

(my fwen byk yg complain kte ak klu mnulis xde full stop..hik2)

kdg2 ble da tlis 2 mmg terleka sgt..

smpy x sedar ak da syok sndiri..;)

erm tau nape entry ak kaly nie cn tue??

hahaha eksyeli 2 things nie mmg jadi fav ak...

ak ske kumpul perfume...

sbb bau dye wangi sgt...

n sbb btol dye cntik2..

pelbagai rupa, bentuk,warna dan saiz..

jam tangan plak??

i can't live without my watch...

bg aku jam tngan is very penting sbb it tells us da tyme...

n alwayz teach ak supaya jgn bazirkan mase...hak2..

snang citer,,,

tanpa jam tangan dis gurl will ilang arah...

mcm xde tgn la..hak2..

tp ape motif ak cter pasal topik nie erk??

eksyeli my fwen pegi us ary nie...

ak doakan dye slamat pegi slamat blik ke tanah air..

hepy holidays babe...

if ko bce blog ak nie tau la kan wat should u do??

one of the 2 things...hahahaha..

dye nk bg ak present..

special from us tau...hahaha

dye tye ak ape ak nak...

so ak ckp la one of the 2 things up there...huk2..

sbb 2 la aku mrepek2 pasal dua bnda nie..

k la,,,

aku da pnat mrepek...

da sparuh gler da pown duk umah...

* hmpir mati keboringan...hak2..

nak kuar nie...

cari angin yg segar..;p

papai!!!

- minah perfume vs minah jam tangan -

hepy berday to you...

hye babe...
today ak nk wish hepi berday to sumone...
'hepy berday to you'...
tau sape sumone tue???
sumone yg sering membuatkan aku tersenyum bahagia sepanjang ary,,,
sumone yg tlah mencuri sekeping aty ini sejak 2 tahun dahulu,,,
sumone yg telah mengisi ary-aryku dgn kenangan terindah,,,
sumone yg sering memenuhi mimpi-mimpi malamku,,,
sumone yg telah membuatkan aty ini gelisah walaupun sehari tdak mlihat raut wajahnya,,,
sumone yg telah mengajar aku apa itu cinta,,,
sumone yg telah menjebakkan aku ke dalam kancah percintaan,,,
pendek kata,,
sumone nie lah yg membuatkan aku jatuh cinta,,,
sumone nie merupakan insan pertama yg pernah ak cintai,,,
sumone nie is my first love,,,
but,,,
sumone nie juga lah yg telah membuatkan aku menangis,,,
sumone nie juga lah yang telah merobekkan aty ini,,,
sumone nie juga lah yang membuatkan ak kadang kala putus harapan untuk idup dan bercinta lagi,,,
kenapa??
kerana sumone nie bukan milik aku dulu, kini dan selamanya...
dia milik org laen yg begitu bertuah dapat memilikinya...
ak telah lama sedar hakikat yg begitu memeritkan ini...
tp aku hairan,,,
kenapa aku terlampau bodoh untuk terus menerima dan mencintai sumone ini,,,
sedangkan aku sendiri terpaksa menahan aty dan perasaan aku dengan segala perbuatan dye...
bodohnyer ak...
cinta ini memang telah membutakan mata, hati dan akal fikiran ku...
sehinggakan ak tak pernah ambil peduli dengan setiap nasihat org2 yg menyayangi aku...
tapi sekarang aku telah sedar,,,
aku ambil keputusan untuk terus membuang dye jauh dari hidupku...
aku tidak mahu ingat lg tentang sumone tue..
biarlah dye bahagia dengan idupnya...
ak doakan dye sentiasa dalam lingkungan rahmat Allah...
semoga pertambahan umurnya hari ini menjadikan dia lebih matang dan lebih bertanggungjawab...
terima kasih kerana pernah hadir dalam lapangan hidupku...
dan pernah membuatkan hari-hariku ceria, gembira dan bahagia..
walaupun ak tidak pernah berasa kasih sayang darimu...
mulai hari ini,,,
aku akan tinggalkan segala masa-masa silamku,,,
dan terus memandang jauh ke hadapan,,,
mengorak langkah setapak demi setapak,,,
menuju ke bintang,,,
menuju ke puncak kejayaan,,
tanpa perlu menoleh ke belakang lagi...
aku baru sedar betapa beratnya tanggungjawab aku di atas muka bumi Allah ini...
tanggungjawab sebagai hambaNya...
untuk beribadah dan berbakti di atas tanah ini...
tanggungjawab sebagai seorang pelajar..
untuk terus menimba ilmu tanpa penat dan jemu...
hingga akhirnya ak mampu membanggakan smue org di dunia ini...
tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak...
untuk berusaha menjadi anak yg solehah dan tau mengenang jasa mama dan abah...
untuk menyara mereka tatkala aku dewasa kelak...
untuk membalas segala jasa dan pengorbanan mereka,,,
jerih payah mereka sepanjang membesarkan aku dan adik-adik...
tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kakak...
untuk menjadi contoh dan teladan terbaik untuk adik-adikku...
tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kawan dan sahabat...
untuk sentiasa menjaga ikatan suci ini agar sentiasa terjalin utuh...
untuk jatuh cinta sekali lagi???
tidak mudah...
kerana aty ini telah dilukai...
tp sekiranya jodoh aku telah tiba,,,
aku terima ketentuan ILAHI..
tp bukan sekarang masanya...
buat kali terakhir 'SELAMAT HARI LAHIR YANG KE-17'
selamat tinggal memori...
wassalam...

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