it's not goodbye .

everyday ,

we play with our own feeling .

sumtymes we will laugh when we want to ,

and even we can cry in just a blink of eye .

no one can force our own soul .

it just fall .

don't blame for the silly things .

we dun want it to be happened too somehow .

you can go if you want to .

and if time is on my side ,

there will be no tears to cry on ,

down the road ,

there's one thing i can't deny .

IT'S NOT GOODBYE .

maybe i'd think i'm strong enuff to make this through ,

and rise above when the rain falls down ,

but it's so hard to be strong ,

when you've been trying it so long .

it's just the matter of time i'm sure ,

but time takes time and i can't hold on ,

so i will try so hard as i can ,

to put my broken spirit together again .

Fitrah Ilyana ,

until the day i'll let you go ,

until we say our next hello ,

IT'S NOT GOODBYE .

till i see you again ,

i'll be right here remembering when .

I promised that i'll find you back .

i'll see you soon .

i love you Ilyana .

Searching for herself,
Fitrah Ilyana