:'(

Babe ! tears seemed to love me a lot tuday . thankyou tears . u bathed my fluffy cheeks again . afta numerous time before , i know . why my world getting more miserable day after day ? i tried to remain calm , i tried to carve a smile , i tried to be strong , even i tried deadly to be super-duper coooool . unfortunately , every single things looked sooo fake ilyana . u wish ! instead of all the heavy-thunderstorm-tutorials and notes to catch up , the incoming-mid-sem-exam really made this young lady going down to earth . yes , i know i sound so weak right now . but who cares aite ? can u imagine u can catch up every syllabus within this one week ? AT HOME ? u are so amazing if you can do it dude . i guess i'm not the lucky one in this matter . pffffftttttt , its enuff ilyana . can you just stay strong and keep fighting like you used to do long time ago rather than crying and sighing all around ? =.=' OMG , i think i should just move on and keep stepping till the end . don't ever give up ilyana . this is not the full stop yet . your journey is still far . continue moving towards it even you have to crawl ! please girl , go against this stupid-useless feelings ! ALLAH is always there right ? remember HIM and everything will be just fine . sayang ku ilyana , even if no one care about you , you know that i will stay here supporting you fer every second of my life . i promise . :)

Dear heart , please understand the brain . it has to work a lil bit overtime . even if not all the time , i beg you just for this whole 2 weeks please . no hard feelings . empty the recycle bin of those rubbish damn feelings , can you ? i would appreciate it so much . thank you .

P/S : zul , thankyou best friend . and i really mean it . thanks fer being there with me through all the tears just now . :)

Andai hari esok ,

Fitrah Ilyana .