can u ?

babe , how do u feel when u've been scolded on something that u didn't do at all ? but then u can do nothing than accept every single words from them . bcause dat person is not the person dat u can simply return the anger back . isn't it ? yes okay . it hurt . full stop .

chemistry jea siap ?

wakaka klaka en ? after 4 hours sitting on the chairs , i can only manage to finish my only one chemistry lab report . just one report had took soooooo long time . in addition it was not fully accomplished yet . there were some holes here and there . grrrr . so kay . at least it improved as well . haaa . currently doing minit mesyuarat pss . cg fatin , sy bwat minit tuh skrang okay . hee . nash , dun worry . ak da nak bwat da nie . kahkah . malas btul fitrahilyana nie . kay daa ~ busybusy ! heh .

aDD MaTh cLaSs

babe , back from add math class . with cg aini . my another bonda . she always called us as 'anakanda' . she's such a loving person i think . then , wat happened ? nothing interesting act . sje menyibuk nak blog kn ? blaja jea laa cm bese . hahaa . but yg ptg fitrahilyana dpt kwn baru ary nie . hee . 2 girls . wawa and nisa . they're nice . but yg ptg , they sincerely want to accept me as their friends . mcm kwn2 saya sekarang . hee . sbb ape sy ckp cm tuh ? sbb org laen dlm klas tuh cm tak interested jea nak berkawan ngan i . so ? bia jea laa . ramai agy org ley jd kwn kita kan ? tak yah laa risau . live your life perfectly . hahaa . tuh jea nak ckp senanye . hahaa . bengong la fitrah . oh yea . aidailyana , if u're reading this post , wawa kim salam kat u . hehe . okay . daa ~

CaN i HaVe DiS BaBy ?

seConD wEeK iS oVeR !

babe ! hahaa . fitrahilyana on9 lg ary nie . apesal rajin benar nie ? wee . ntah . esk cuti ! hahaa . bes kn ? but with tons of homework yg tingginye kalah menara dubai . nota bm , the pearl ta bce2 , add mate , oh sshnye . haish . oops lupe ! sy punye lab report chemistry ada 2 yg masih tertangguh . woohoo . hebatnya sy . fitrahilyana da start malas . biology ? sy rasa sy takan wat notes kowt . busuk bwat tak ? ayo . ta ske laa meringkaskan nota . gpun nota cg azhar da ada . hehe . oh yea ! pqs pun ta settled agy . arab also . gahhhhh byk nye keje . wake up dear ! ta ley jd nie . bngon bwat keje hoy ! hahaa . okay ! okay ! mlm nie fitrah kena start wat keje . hahaa . harap2 laa . wee ;) . hw about the second week of skewl ? gah it was exhausting though . daily sleeping was only 3 hours . ta ptut btul kn ? or else keje skola sy tak dpt disiapkan . hahaa . every night got extra class . then balik skola ptg . ble agy na wat omework ? kena amek waktu tido laa . hesh . takpe2 . sacrifice 4 the victory later okay . hahaa . hw's bio class wit cg azhar ? oh dear it was great . now fitrah da fham cket2 bio . wee . heppy2 ! cg osman ? okay gak . cume it was hard to get along with the georgians . ta pndy laa . but then i'll try to . erm mukhnisa's ? of cos okay . 2 years da pun . hahaa . bt be aware fit , the course is gettin' harder . hahaa . add mate ? new places . tp tak risau sgt . ade kwn . hahaa . wat else ? kepenatan yg dialami mggu nie ? ha . on duty kat library . td bru kna lecture dgn cg fatin tak tulis report duty ary rabu . ayo . lupe laa ! nash pun sme . sian kte kn nash ? hahahaa . takpe2 . cg kami takan lupe lagi . hehe . report da siap fitrah ? oh belum . ary isnin sy bg cg okay . list name pss ? pun belum . ary isnin gak bley cg ? list name student2 yg nk gne utk update sistem tuh ? *sighed . blum gak laa . ayo byknye keje pss yg tak settled agy ! i dun expect the secretary's work will be damn a lot mcm nie . duh . sabar fit . cg tak lantik ko klw dy tak yakin dgn ability ko kn ? ayo . okay cg . everything will be done by monday . heh . kay2 , keypad-off . daa ~

HaRi iNi DaLaM sEjaRaH . . .

babe , attention please ! i want to dedicate this thousand applause to fitrah ilyana because being so hyperactive today . kn ? kn ? hahaa . yes , i'm the biggest loser today . hahaa . td i telah berjaya menegangkan otot muka ketika di kelas tch punitham yea . hahaaha . guys , korg mmg klaka abes laa . muka mmg taley blah . hahaa . ABG ajie , busuk gelakkan u ta ingat dunia tau . hakhak . but the class tuday was so great . and i don't get sleepy in history class tuday ! hahaa . gud achievement fitrah . wee . bes ! bes ! fyi , sje nak heboh kat snie . fitrah ilyana tlah berjaya membakar sejumlah besar kalori dlm badan stlah menyapu stu library yg bsarnya lbey krg 2 stgh klas . besar kan ? tuh la keje saya ptg td . smpy sket2 tgn saya tau . so , jgn ckp sy tak bertugas . anda berisiko utk menerima hukuman gantung drpd sy jika berkata begitu ya . hahaa . tade aa . nash baek kan ? hahaa . then , las evening td , i bersama-sama busuk dan rakan2 rumah merah kami yg laen berasa sgt bertuah krn telah menggegarkan padang SHAMS dgn larian baju kurung kami . hahaa . ta caye ? betul . tanya busuk . kn mok kan ? tp sumpah malu gler nak maty laa . kami tak nak lari . dan kami tak tahu ada latihan rumah sukan ary nie . bkn salah kami . tapi , , ,

"saya tak kira . kamu pakai kelambu ke ape ke , semua kena lari . kamu ada merentas desa taon nie . ta sedar diri lg ? padan muka . sape suruh tak pakai baju sukan . lari pakai kelambu tuh ."

haaa , nie la a part of ucapan kehormat dari guru rumah sukan kami , cg rupiah . cg , nseb baek kami dtg practice cg . ikut aty kami nak escape jea . hahaa . so sbg akibat ? kami berlari sejauh 300m bersama-sama kelambu . haa . hebat kan kami . tahniah . hahaa . tanpa warmup . hasil ? kaki sy dah cramp . sendi sy sket . bgus fitrah . keep up the good work okay ? hahaa . nak tmbah gempak td hujan kn ? kami mandi hujan lg ary nie . wee . beg sy pun dah kotor sbb sandar kat pintu lab yg luntur warnanya itu . ta guna btul . cetak rompak ke ? hahaa . so sy kena basuh beg sy ary nie . hahaa . so sy sgt aktif seharian nie . agak2 brape kilo dah turun ? hehe . okay now i'm realy2 exhausted . nak tidow dulu . hahaa . daa . oh yea . one question for you and for me . am i realy fat ? wat do u think bout my ideal mass ? 45 ? 46 ? oh dear , it keeps playing in my mind . busuk , 46 tuh gemok eh ?! sdeynyer !

cHecKLisT pLeaSe !

tomorrow da monday ? alaa , baru na bgn lmbt . ta besnye . cigu , kami nak tambah cuti bley ? hahaa . mengada la fitrah nie . demanding plak tuh . awk nak spm da . ta ingat ? duh borink nye . can i die b4 spm ? hahaha . so as usual i had prepared the questions . hahaa .

Q : homework dah siap ?
A : 50-50 ma . yea ? takla . 30-70 . hahaa . bm ngan bio jea dah siap . mlm nie nak finishkan chem ngan arab lepas AJL . yg laen bwat esk . bley kan ? hehe .

Q : baju dah iron ?
A : ha ? hehe . belum . pg esok org bwat oke ? hehe .

Q : kuku dah potong ?
A : dah ! pendek dah .

Q : kasut dah kilat ?
A : kena gak ke ? takpe la . esok kita kilat okay . wee .

Q : ada ape2 brg yg tak cukup lg ?
A : takde dah . everything's enough .

Q : bilik da vacuum ? mcm tongkang pecah .
A : beres pg td . kan saya bgn awal td kemas bilik saya ? hehe .

Q : fitrahilyana awk balik pukul brape esok ?
A : erm ? 2 stgh . eh taktak ! kul 4 setengah .

Q : bwat ape lama2 kat skolah ? awk jd jaga ?
A : takla . org kena duty library esok .

Q : nty blik dgn makcu tau ?
A : erm okay . :)

Q : eh lupa . awk msuk merentas desa tak ?
A : saya cm malas jea . tp kwn2 sy ajak . ktorg nak merayau-rayau di pacific . bley cigu ?

Q : awk rumah sukan ape ea ?
A : saya rumah banglo . eh takla . rumah merah . hee .

Q : awk yakin awk ley sumbang mata utk rumah sukan awk ?
A : mstilah bley . sukantara sy slalu bg 2 mata utk rumah sy tau . hahaa .

Q : awk dgn busuk cmne ?
A : okay jea . tp busuk bz dgn ABG ajie dy . tggal sy sorg kan debab ? :(

Q : awk dgn dia ?
A : da okay da . dia syg sy . sy pun syg dia juga . :)

just a FEELING .

i miss you a lot :)

i love your smile . i love your hair . i love the way you look deep into my eyes like you know something i don't . i love your hands . i love how they fit mine so well . i love your eyes , your hair . i love how you growing out your hair . i love how i can never stop thinking about you . i love how passionate you are . i love waking up and seeing you're still sleeping . i hate being away from you for longer than a couple hours . i love you . :)

what a school day .

ily books . nice life ha ? ;)

babe ! i'd never blooged this week ryte ? been very busy with the school stuffs . so far , it was great though . last sunday , went to buy books , took SPM textbooks , booked places in class , met fwens , tch zai . hehe . it was fun . my class ? 5 ikram . ikram again . hahaa . many old students since last year . target class . dat's wat pepel said . first impression ? pressure tinggi , persaingan , expectations , target everything tinggi laa . i'll try my best ! hahaa . busuk , kite same klas lg kan gemok ? hahaa . but abg AJIE pun ada . sibuk laa . hakhak . dats y busuk smangat gler nak study . wee . ;) first day of skewl , okay la . new uniform , new bag , new shoes , socks , everything was new . from top to bottom . hahaa . had started first lessons this day . nak SPM kan ? fokus ! hahaa . got new timetable . mostly one subject 2 periods a day . i hour and 10 min . so long i think . half way then i'll get sleepy . hahaa . form teacher ? cikgu azlin la . mamaku tersayang . wee . new rulez ? i named it as 'catuan berhemah' oke ? hahaa . lights off at 8 . fans on at 10 . wat ?! hahaa . pelik tapi benar . jimat kata mereka . tp seksa bg kami . thinks it . hahaa . my place ? beside amy wit atin there . second rows . blakang falhie . busuk , i took ur former boyfriend . jgn jeles ! hahaa . u nak ABG ajie amek la . i ta kesah . i da ada falhie . kahkah . homework ? smpy skrg , pencapaian sy masih bagus . omework sy berjaya disiapkan wlupun tak sempurna . takde geng yg tak siap omework laa . smue nye rajin2 . azi , asal ko duk klas laen ? busuk da rajin sekarang ! hesh . hahaa . tuition ? of course . monday to friday full . exhausting gak but i had fun as well . met new friends . wee . time management ? agak kelam-kabut tp masih terkawal . hahaa . tengok ? fitrahilyana masih sempat online buang mase depan pc kan ? hahaa . after all , dis week was busy n i'm sure it will getting busier from time to time . hahaa . watever it is , i'll try my best to face everything smpy ak success in SPM later . chaiyok !

LIST OF TEACHERS

• Bahasa Melayu : Puan Fatimah Mohd Nor
• Bahasa Inggeris : Puan Punitham a/p Krishnan
• Sejarah : En Abd Razak
• Mate Mode : Puan Asmah Nordin
• Add Math : Puan Jamilah binti Ya
• Physics : Puan Azlin Jamaludin
• Chemistry : Puan Noormah Jaafar
• Biology : Puan Zabedah Khalid
• PQS : Puan Asmah Rahim
• PSI : En Khairul Hidayat
• BAT : En Zaini Sejo
• Sivik : En Abd Razak
• PJK : Pn Suhaidah Mazni Sulaiman

smart-smart cikgu sy taon nie kan ? hehe . kelakar jea . but , saya terima seadanya guru-guru sy . teachers , sy nak minta maaf awal-awal klw nty sy ta siap omework tau . setakat nie , i managed to do it as well . tahniah fitrah . hahaa . prasan !

CLASS COMMENT

• B.Melayu : okay la . faham . but slalu ngantuk . even she had high-pitched voice ala-ala ning baizura . hahaa . ta suka la dye jerit-jerit .
• B.Inggeris : same tch since last year . no probs at all . her class was fun . but i think i'll have a probs on the pearl . hahaa .
• Sejarah : the most sleepiest subject . hahaa . once terlelap dlm kelas . wee . ta suka la blaja pasal ekonomi2 bgai uh . revolusi perindustrian ? ape tuh ? hahaa .
• Mate Mode : so far bley catch up . cg asmah sgt baek . slow and steady .
• Add Mate : okay i think . old tch also . but then , mama nak cuti bersalin 2 months kn ? sape nak ajar ktorg ? miss ong ? oh i pray dat i could understand her slang . wee . ma , congratz for the baby girl yea ? ;)
• Physics : great class . cg azlin , sy nak dpt A physics . sy da tak ngantuk dlm klas lg kn ? hehe . but dis year sy dan kwn2 sy tetap membingitkan telinga cg everytime class phy kn ? hahaa .
• Chemistry : new teachers . new way of learning . kdg2 fham . kdg2 tak faham . tch zai , i miss u a lot . still tak focus dlm klas chem . frankly said . sorry .
• Biology : first class da ngantok . ta tau nape . ta cukup oxygen maybe . gahah . takpe , takpe . i'll try harder next time . wee ;) .
• PQS : hahaa . ag smart my tch . like usual , GPK HEM . wee . okay la . on and off nye sleepy disease i . hahaa .
• PSI : new tch ! for his first posting , i think he did great . faham la . tp i ttp ngantok . ta ley na watpe laa . kronik gler . hahaa .
• BAT : abg zain ! hahaa . very glad to get him teach us again dis year . ust , sy tak pndy arab laa . cane nak dpt A ea ? hee .
• SIVIK : cg razak , cg laa cg sivik yg plg sempoi skaly ! hahaa .
• PJK : cg mazni . hahaa . okay i hope dis class will be the best . hahaa .

guys , pray 4 our victory oke ! ily guys ! SPM kte gempak ty weh ! daa .

again for YOU .

i love u ! ;)

Loving you means i'm happy . it means i'm with the person that i want to spend the rest of my life with . it means there is no one else who matters more to me . loving you gives confidence to believe that nothing is impossible for us and together we can get through any challenge we face . loving you means i am loved by the person i care about most . it means i'm satisfied and excited about life and i am blessed beyond anything i could imagine . loving you means everything to me !

HaPpY NeW YeaR ! WeLkaM 2010 !

WeLKaM 2010 !

i'M SeVeNTeEn aS WeLL !

happy new year guys !

welcome 2010 ! bye bye 2009 . wohoo , i'm seventeen this year . this year will not going to be easy of course . the upcoming SPM , new class , new environment (class da kat bwah ! gee) , new fwens , new syllabus , new teacher , packed of tuition class , tons of homework , revision , notes omg that was taft . but the most important thing is the turning point of my life at the end of this year later . we're no longer school student . we'll face the reality outside there . i believe there are more things that we've to learn . omg da besar rupanya aku . rase cm baru semalam jea aku lahir . jd budak kechik . playing happily , enjoying myself , tak payah pikir pape probs yg membebani mind . but then , here's da true fact . i'm big enough . i've to think about my future as well . but dun worry , i'll try to make it more easier and interesting life ! wee . tiba-tiba cm excited jea na pegy skola . i can't wait to bring myself to the top ! hahaa . SPM here i come ! waa ! hahahah . mrepek jea la fit .

• abah : thnx sbb tak pernah jemu bg sokongan . insya-ALLAH i'll try my best dis year . ur investment will be paid later . i promise .
• mama : i'll try to be the first dis year . idk if i can make it but i'll TRY . ignore her ryte ? i'm competing myself ! org doakan mama berjaya dgn PhD mama . wit flying colours . ty kte sme pegang title 'DR' kn ? wee . ily mama !
• makcu : makcu janji nak kawen lepas org abes SPM kn ? hahaa . but org doa makcu cepat2 dpt jodoh . yes , org sahut cabaran makcu ! ireland , here i come !
• helmi : study leklok . ko bkn kechik agy . u're big already . jgn leka sgt dgn kartun n nadia . pk pasal ur study . improve urself .
• adek : awk jgn nakal-nakal ! jgn asyik nak demanding jea . try usaha to get what u really want . then , that things will be more valuable to get . maybe now u dun understand it , but trust me , u will understand it one day .
• suraya balqis : babe , ak mmg ta sngka aku bley jmpe ko blek babe . u're da first person yg sudi jd bes fwen aku mse year 1 . ingat ta ? aku slalu kna buli dulu kn ? then , msuk year 3 kte nakal kan ? kte kna mrah dgn ustzah salasiah sbb kte tak bertugas . kn ? kn ? gee . babe , u were always here dgn aku . dis year kte da jd senior kn ? hahaa . study smart . we'll rock on the result dis year . gee . i'll pray for ur happiness wit amey forever . aku nak jd pengapit . weehee .
• siti na'eimah : syg , ak doakan ko dgn dia bhagia smpy ble2 . jgn gaduh2 tau . ty cepat tua . hahaa . but ingat syg , kte SPM taon nie . kte study sme2 nty oke ? hee .
• khairussyifa' : syifa , forget the past . PMR da lme berlalu . now kte concentrate on SPM . anything yg ko rse perlukan bantuan aku , plz notice dat i'm always here for you .
• nur fadhilah : my dear busuk , i hope kte same klas dis year . and i think ABG ajie u will follow us ryte . gahah . busuk , hope u bhagia wit anything that u do oke ? ily !
• nurafieqah amiera : ko graduate as samura student lar kan ? hee . wlupun kte jauh , but ak sntiasa doakan ko syg . imy !
• nur hazirah : hope taon nie , our fwenship will getting closer . aku ske kwn dgn ko sbb kte sme2 gle . wah ! hahaa .
• nur hamizah : klw kte same klas , kte duk sme2 agy nak ? hehe .
• nur ayuni : aku syg ko lar wey ! kte GILA kn ? hahaa . aku nakal sgt klw duk sblah ko . ;)
• hawa : fit ske blaja ngan awe . bes ! ty kte study sme2 tau .
• nur amira norizan : amy , ko baek sgt . ak doakan kebahagiaan ko bersama si dia oke ? hee .
• nurul farhana : na , jgn kabut2 gy tau . and jagelah dye sbaeknya . korg best couple . wee .
• aiman : ko jgn mandai-mandai nak kuar dari redaksi eh . ak bunuh ko nty . i'll pray n vote for u as the editor . wee . upah ? upah ? hakhak .
• batch form 5 2010 : guys , kte SPM taon nie . kte da jd senior ! hakhak . jum , study hard and make all the skewl proud of us . rmai org ada bad perception ngan batch kte kn ? jgn ingt ktorg ta ley berjaya ! we'll prove it guys !
• to all yg knal aku , myspacers , followers : happy new year ! hope this year will bring the most happiness moment in your life and my life . amin !

SeKiLaS 2009 . . .

babe , 2009 will come to the end in a couple of hrs more . so nw , i'll sort out sum important things in my lyfe . enjoy !

FaMiLy

- additional members in ma fmily yg da smemangnya besar for dis year .
- baby haikal , april 2009 .
- baby ikhwan , ogos 2009 .
- dis two babies chumel had cherish our family . plus both my mom jge . wee .
- i love baby so i'm da happiest sister ! hahaa .
- abah , org tau org byk wat salah dgn abah . org mnta maaf . i'll try my best to change dat bad habits . thnx sbb sntiasa sokong org di saat org hmpir rebah . ur trust will bring me to the top . org janji !
- mama , through dis year , my sin towards u was so uncountable . org hampakan harapan mama utk jd yg terbaek . maybe dis year org gagal . but org akan cbe yg terbaek taon depan . org mntak ampun 4 everything .
- makcu , thnx 4 being da great aunt . u were such a great woman . prinsip idup makcu jd panduan utk org menghadapi dunia luar .
- helmi , i'm so sorry sbb slalu mrah2 ko . i juz want u to be the best . ko lelaki . ko yg pimpin family kte nty . plz think of dat . ak tau ko ta ske ak mrah2 ko kn ? so brubah plz .
- adek , awk nkal sgt dis year kn ? result awk pun jauh tnggal blakang . ayg tau awk kecik lg . but plz , jgn nkal2 . i know u cn get anything dat u want . tp ayg na ajar awk usaha sndri utk dpt seswatu sb dat will be da most appreciated moment .
- abg , assignment abg slalu org bwat kan ? hahaa . sorry sbb kdg2 ta reply msg abg . kedit org kn slalu kering . gee . n sorry gak sbb rhsia abg kdg2 terbabas kat kak sha . bkn sngaje but kak sha uh psiko sket . hahaa . i can't run away . n org ttp jaguh badminton ! wee . jgn mrah !

VaCaTioN

- kelantan , june 2009 . omg bes gler ! pegy dgn family abah . naek satu bas . rmai2 . happy2 . mandi laut smue . gahah . it was great ! fun sgt !

- langkawi , november 2009 . trip dgn fwens . present 9A's from skewl . hakhak . unforgettable memories . mcm2 happened . room blackout ! bkn skaly tp 4 kaly ! hahaa . ta pena tdow hotel bilik blackout . hahaa . then enjoy quality time wit my bes fwens . naeim , amy , fana . hahaa . bes ! bes !

- pangkor , disember 2009 . among all da vacation , this was the best ! wee . ;) . idk y tp i think i discover myself at here . i know what i really want in my life at here . then , aku berjaya panjat batu besar wlupun b4 nie tuh yg plg aku tkutkan . gee . then , naek bot , rounding2 pulau , mndy laut , naek kayak , tgk bulan tepi pantai mlm2 , tgk sunset . omg da moment is so perfect . one of my dream has become true . thnx for the great person yg sudi merealisasikan impian ak tuh . pangkor was the best vacation ever ! and i'll not forget this vacation lifetime !

FwEnShiP

- dis year , i do love my fwenship ! it was great !
- i learn da real meaning of fwenship .
- qis , u're great lady . understanding , clever n caring . ilysm babe !
- naeimah , thnx 4 owes being there . through sad n happy .
- syifa , u know da real meaning of the tears .
- fieqah , even we're not in da same skewl , but we share the same soul . thnx syg !
- busuk , ta sngka kte ley rapat dis year kn ? u're one of my great woman . ily busuk !
- hazi , ak syang ko lar weyh !
- amy , ak takan lupe inncident blackout kte kat langkawi . hee . thnx sbb sudi jd kwn aku .
- fana , kekalutan ko menghiburkan aku . hahaa . ko chumel sgt !
- hawa , ma syg awe !
- man , thnx sbb sudi jd pendengar setia ak .
- miza , kecomelan ko menenangkan aty ak .
- farah , u're nice person .
- ayuni , ko kwn ak yg gile ! kte satu kepala . thnx sbb sudi jd kawan ak wat kerja gila .
- to all my other fwens yg ak ta sebut , bkn korg ta spesyel . every single person yg hadir dlm diri ak had coloured my life . korg smue telah mematangkan aku , menceriakan idup aku , dan mengajar aku bagaimana utk jd seorang yg bergelar INSAN . thnx a lot guyz ! u're appreciated here . sorry 4 every single mistakes dat i've did throughout dis year !

LoVe

- love was getting more complicated .
- i met many guys dis year .
- but , ak ta pena kenal apa itu 'KAPEL' or da status of 'IN RELATIONSHIP' .
- yes , maybe prasaan suka tuh ada . but ak percaya itu bukan CINTA .
- pepel can say wtv they want but for me dat was only a normal feeling of a girl .
- sbb sumtymes aku hepy dgn dunia yg ak cipta sndiri .
- and sumtymes aku benci dgn dunia tuh sbb aku rase ak BODOH utk menyukai org yg sebenarnya tade prasaan pun kat aku . tuh mmemalukan diri sendiri . n dat's wat i did dis year .
- yup , aku ada terjebak dgn insan yg bernama LELAKI .
- tp jujurnya , ak tak jumpa kegembiraan yang sebenarnya . yg ada hanya kesaketan dan kekecewaan . pointless . useless .
- but guys , wlupun korg bukan utk aku , but aku tetap bersyukur sbb korg telah mematangkan aku dan mengajar aku erti ketabahan dan nilai setitis air mata itu . thnx a lot .
- and now , i guess i'm ready to commit with the status : 'IN RELATIONSHIP'

sTuDy + sKewL

- dis year , duniaku di bumi shams terletak di 4 ikram .
- there , aku menimba ilmu , berkongsi pahit manis dgn all my fwens , kena mrah , exam , denda , gelak , nanges , lari-lari , smue dlm klas tuh .
- kkwn2 ak mmg happening gler + sporting abes .
- aku takan lupe smue tuh .
- my study , so far it getting better from time to time .
- i could catch up wit da syllabus even sumtymes aku cm org gila ke sana ke mari manage everything .
- result pun maintain2 jea even kdg2 ada turun naek gak . adat la tuh .
- kelas awal2 dulu jrg fly . but akhir2 nie slalu sgt fly sbb kejar dateline majalah . yes aku budak redaksi . aku librarian plak tuh . huh . gler la .
- tugas luar mmg sgt byk . but tuh da amanah utk aku . so , ak kena gak lksanakan everything wlupun mmg penat gler na mty .
- tp aku tetap try ta skip klas . tp kdg2 terbabas gak lar . gee . sorry cegu .
- to all teachers , thnx sbb sabar dgn prangai kte .
- cg isa , sorry sbb sllu tdow dlm klas cg .
- cg fatimah , honestly , sy tkowt dgn cg . tp sy ttp degil kn ? sorry !
- cg mazlan , 'CIKGU AKU' . hahaa . cg sy ske blaja dgn cg . BM sy dpt A . yea !
- tch punitha , ur class was great ! tp sy sllu ta wat practice tch . but the death class was da best !
- cg rashidah , sy ske klas mate mode tch ! sy ta pena skip klas tch ! hehe .
- cg jamilah , finally add mate sy dapt A gak . tenkiu tch !
- tch zai , tch mcm mak sy ! u understands me as well . ilysm tch . sorry sbb chemistry final org down sket . promise ta wat agy !
- tch azlin , sorry sbb sllu lmbt anta buku latihan physics .
- cg aniza , sy sllu fly klas bio kn ? sbb tuh bio sy B . hahaa . sorry tch . ta wat agy .
- cg fatin , thnx sbb percaya kebolehan sy .
- ustzh hasnah , syariah sy sllu B . sbb sy sllu ta dgr ustzh ckp . gee . sorry .
- ustzh fida , 3 bulan ustzh kt skola wat ktorg heppy sgt . trima kasih .
- ustzh asmah , GPK HEM ktorg yg plg menggerunkan . sy ingt agy ustzh mrh sy sbb naek tngga pejabat . gee . sy degil kn ?
- ust zaini , arab sy pena dpt C . once in a lifetime ! teruk betul . tp skaly jea kn ? lpas tuh sy dpt 4B blek . kn ? kn ? hehe .
- cg hamzani , thnx sbb sllu leter2 kat sy . at least sy da sedar tnggungjwb sy . hee .
- cg wan , bebelan cg kt ktorg akhirnya mmbuahkan hasil . ktorg brjaya siapkan mjalah ! wee .
- to all cegu2 n makcik2 pakcik2 kt skola , sorry klw de wat slah n thnx 4 everything .

SuCcEsS

- akhirnya cbaran one guy tlah aku lunaskan . aku berjaya jd 'best student PMR 08' . "ayg , mama nak sgt tgk nama ayg kat papan uh nty." mama , impian mama utk tgk nme kte dekat board best student tuh akhirnya berjaya kte capai . berkat doa semua insan .
- ak berjaya masuk ke peringkat kebangsaan 'National Science Challenge 09' . penghargaan yg plg besar buat aku . ktorg berkampung di USM selama sminggu . wlupun kalah , tp i'd learnt so many valuable things . fifah , syahmi , tch zai , thnx sbb sabar layan kerenah sy .
- team netball kelas , even kte kalah tp we're still da best kn ? hehe .
- then , mid year , i manage to get 2nd place in batch . not bad though ryte ? yea memuaskan wlupun i still couldn't beat fifah yet . hahaa .
- finally , ak dpt anugerah 'Librarian Paling Berdedikasi' . hahaa . it was the great feeling . wlupun ak ta hrap segala tenaga yg ak salurkan itu dibalas sebegitu . but , Alhamdulillah .

CoNFLicT

- tipulah klw idup sntiasa hepy jea ryte .
- as a teen , conflict was normal .
- so many conflicts in my life dis year but i juz tell yg important2 jea oke .
- conflict in study , i hate myself sbb ta ley beat fifah . until one point , ak cm da ta mmpu na handle smue tuh . my family keep hoping dat i can beat her . evrything yg aku bwat smue ta jd . smue ta kena . for them , fifa was da best . n i'm nothing . but then , i realize sumthing . she's just a challenge for me utk usaha dgn lbih kuat ag utk berjaya . mama ckp jgn hiraukan ape org laen nak ckp . i'm competing myself to get the success . then i'll try to find myself . n did a come back . as a result , final exam ak is far better than before . thnx guys yg ta penah henti2 bg support kt ak .
- then librarian matter . ak pun da hmpir lupa da pasal nie . ak da maafkan dat guy . yg malukan ak . tengking2 aku depan org mcm salah tuh salah aku instead dat was clearly his fault . dat time , cg pun cm slahkan aku . tensyen sgt2 . crying heavily gler . ak ponteng skola 2 ary . i couldn't face the pepel at skewl . malu sgt2 . ase cm dunia nie ta adil lngsung . but then the truth berpihak pada aku . ak bersyukur sgt sbb akhirnya Allah tunjukkan jalan buat aku . thnx boy sbb ajar aku erti sabar , tabah n jgn putus asa .
- conflict dgn kwn . byasela . kdg2 kte terlepas pndang . maybe bnda tuh salah kte bt kte ase tuh slah org . lumrah la tuh kan . dlm fwenship , tade yg smuenye sweet jea . jlan klw lurus jea , bosan kn ? liku2 idup tuh la yg mmatangkan kte sbenarnya . so bersyukur dgn ape yg tlah Allah tetapkan utk kte slame nie . sbb itu adalah yg terbaek utk hamba-hambaNya .

ByE ByE 2009!

WeLcOmE 2010!

i LoVe YoU !

you make me believe in myself ,
you make me smile ,
you give me your trust and i give you mine ,
you make me complete ,
you comfort me when i feel down ,
you mean the world to me ,
you show me what it means to be in love ,
you are my everything ,
i love how you gaze into my eyes ,
i love how you hold me in your arms ,
i love how we hold hands ,
i love how you make me feel secure ,
i love how i always smile when i'm around you ,
i love how we say nothing and know what each other is thinking ,
i love how we spend time together ,
i love to see the beauty of the moon together ,
i love to watch the sunset at the side of the beach ,
i love you !

:)

By LoViNg Me,

YoU aRe TeaChiNg Me

HoW To LoVe MySeLF . . .

please don't play with my heart !

babe , i'm so sad tuday . heartache ! da feel is so painful . seems like i couldn't bear it anymore . almost 4 days i'm trying to refrain . but tuday , i know i'd lost . i don't want pepel to be mad at me . seriously . it's just not right . messy . i'm trying to make everybody hepy but then i'm still hurting sumbody . yes , we're not perfect . but , argh ! it was so complicated . idk wat i've been doin' n wat i'm supposed to do . yes , i know dat's my fault . i'd say sorry ! is it so hard to forgive dat silly mistake ? yup . maybe i'm silly for doing dat kind of things . you're so kind n caring past few days n in a blink of eyes , everything's changed ! 360 DEGREES ! u was somebody else dat i'd never know ! u're stiffed , fierce , ignorant , annoying , wtv ! yes , dat's you ! no doubt ! i'm hurt ! i'm crying ! dun u realize dat ? who's me to be realized of ryte ? ugh . its complicated to be tell in words . da feel is so bad , hurt , painful and useless !