BROKE INTO PIECES

Izinkan Aku Pergi

Where shall i go ?

To the left where nothing's right ?  [  ]

To the right where nothing's left ?  [  ]

Why can't everything just work out ?

just for once .

Dear ilyana ,

sometimes you have to hold your head up high ,

try not to cry ,

and carved a smile .

I'm going to smile and make you think that i'm happy ,

i'm going to laugh so that you don't see me cry .

With a hope that tomorrow will be the first good day ,

i'll hold my head up high and just smile .

One lesson for now readers ,

maybe the only right thing is stay silent and keeping everything to yourself .

so that you will not hurt anybody else .

as for me ,

let me dying alone from now .

don't expect anybody would understand you as you understand yourself .

be strong ilyana .

i still got time , so i will take this sinking boat along with me and diving deeply to the base .

thanks for everything .

but ilyana is just ilyana .

accept me as who i am .

not what you perceive me to be .

because i'm sure i could not be as you expected .

i'm so sorry .

Shattered ,

Fitrah Ilyana .