Babe . yeah im here . to spill something that cannot be spill to anyone . naaa it can . i choose not to share it maybe . im hurt . and its so painful . i dont know where im standing among us right noww . its not long ago that im smiling happily thinking about us . but tonight im crying badly thinking of how far the distance between me and all of you right now . yes , i admit i RARELY ask about all of you . how you've been doing ? how are you ? are you okay or not ? are you in healthy condition ? when is your exam ? are you doing well ? how your study ? and so many typical questions that should be asked . i SELDOM ask that . but one thing i want you to know that you all are always in my mind , in my pray , and in my heart . yeahhh im an emo bitch right now . but i hope you will understand how i feel if one day if you are the last person who knew everything about your own best friend . and what make it even worse ? you knew it from anybody else , NOT FROM YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND . one thing in my head right now , are you still considered me as your best friend ? or you already thrown me away out of your ship . maybe im the only one who dont realized this fact . im sorry but im very hurt right now . Ya Allah , please lend me your strength .
Abandoned ,
Fitrah Ilyana .


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